Daniel the dreamer

Exams~~~

2012-02-15T06:01:00.001-08:00

Exams is gonna be here soon.... Gonna have to study....... Hopefully can do well on it...... After that, I can continue post up my latest life here....

Arthas, My son lyrics... (Re-post)

2012-01-05T08:44:00.000-08:00

Hello Ponsius and all my fellow friends.. Ponsius has ask me to try direct the lyrics on par with the song.. So I'll try my best to do it... Hope u all enjoy it and give me ur feedback, yea?

Before you totally know which part of lyrics belongs to where... Please listen this link to familiar yourself first:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BCr7y4SLhck
(this is the cinematic trailer of WoW)

Ok, based on the cinematic trailer, it goes like this:

As the cinematic starts, u will see Arthas aka. Lich king sitting on his throne.. and his father, King Terenas start saying about Arthas birth..
(behind the speech, here's the lyrics flow)
O..... Thana......gor.....
(It stops until King Terenas speak out "Arthas")

then "Blizzard Entertainment Presents" pop out..

Once Arthas step his feet into the snow, the lyrics flow:
(sung by Soprano boy, I guess)

An..... Karanir..... thanagor...

Mor.... Ok An..... galor

Mor... Ok... Gorum....

Palah..... m.... Ra... v.... al....

Once Arthas start drewing his Frostmore, the lyrics flows:
(this part I'm not very sure, hope it's right)
Ro~~ mun.... A'l... Ga..

Ballog A'l Enthu

Ko~~~rok.... Na.... Bo... da...!!!

(When Arthas stab the Frostmore to the ice land)
Ha! Ma! Da! Ma!

(when his favourite dragon comes out)
E... rig..... o Eo Draco Mo.... do!

Mor Ok Gorum... Pala'ahm

Mor Ok Croval.... Angalor

Tha.... nagor...

Mor. Ok. Gorum

Pala Ah'm ra.... val

(this is the high pitch where the dragon walk and reach to the edge)
Specto... Su.... Prasensiti...

CA..... Caligo Caelum

(this part is where the dragon open it's wing and take off, flew pass his troops)
Mo' Ok! Croval! Anga! lor!

(the scene trun to the dragon and it shouts, here is the part)
Karanir Thanagor!!!

(When King Terenes talking to his son about becoming a king)
Karanir Thanagor!!!!

Let's listen this song without cinematics:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=86f_U_q4SFg

Try to sing the song follow the lyrics:

O thanagor

[Solo]
An Karanir thanagor
Mor Ok Angalor
Mor Ok Gorum
Palahm Raval.

[Choir]

Ro-mun A'l Ga
Ballog A'l Enthu
Korok Na Boda...
Ha! Ma! Da! Ma!
Erigo Eo Draco Modo!

Mor Ok Gorum Pala'ahm
Mor Ok Croval Angalor

Thanagor...

Mor Ok Gorum

Pala Ah'm raval
Specto Su Prasensiti
CAligo Caelum

Mo Ok Croval Anga'lor

Karanir Thanagor...

Karanir Thanagor!!

And about the lyrics in English is nearly like this:

O King.....

(solo)
Long live the king,
May he reign...forever.
May his strength
fail him never.

(choir)
First in battle
last in retreat.
Even in death...
Ha! Ma! Da! Ma!
Raise this dragon now!

May his strength fail him never
May his reign last forever

King....

May his strength

fail him never
See his power...
Darken the sky...

May his reign last forever

Long live the king...

Long live the king!

Hope that help for those who wish to know the lyrics....

Feel free to give me some feedback about it...

Chiao....

Dues Ex: Human Revolution - Nice Game.... Deep and rich Storyline

2011-10-09T02:34:00.000-07:00

Hello, readers... I juz finish this game: Dues Ex: Human Revolution... I came across this game when I'm searching for the releasing date for Assassin's Creeds in Wikipedia... Then I search for the trailer for the game in youtube and once I finish the video... I was deeply interested with the game since it's a production from Eidos ( Producer of Hitman series) ...

So once it release, I downloaded game and started to play...Well, this game is an action role-playing game with both third person and first person of the game in a open-free world... It is also kinda mixture of Assassin's Creeds and Splinter Cells game... Depends how you played the game, as a stealth person or a pusher... it does affected the gameplay... I choose the stealthy way for most of the gameplay in the game... It's kinda tough and hard... so, It took me around 3 weeks or 4 weeks, 3 or 4 hours per day to finish the game(including side quests and completely (90%) stealth acts)...In this game you play as Adam Jensen, a normal human working in Sarif Industry as the head of security in the year of 2027.. Then something happened in the Sarif Industry and force Adam to undergo radical surgeries that fuse his body with mechanical augmentations.. And he started to find out who is behind the event happened in Sarif Industry and his girlfriend who thought was killed during the event, and also he uncover the even worse conspiracy of the world..

Well, this game is nice... Deep stroyline, stealth or combat choice hero, mind challenge game.... And due to the stealthy way I played, I always ended up can't pick up many things.. Still, the game is nice if you understands it... The only problem is just as the games review says, the boss very hard to kill... It took me more than 5 rounds to kill off the first boss of the game... they are much pro and much equip than Adam... So, have to think fast and act fast to kill the boss... ^^Besides, the hacking mini game is fun... it require skills and knowledge... it looks like poker game... haha..I would agree the game should be 9/10... Nice game, you play it and you will know the feel..one nice screenshot from the trailer which I like...

Stay tune...

Ciao....

Fast Five - Nice movie watch

2011-10-09T02:02:00.000-07:00

Hello, dear readers... how you had been?? Great, I guess...Since today is Sunday and I'm finished my test, it's kinda free for me to have a movie, yea?Yeap, today I finally watched one of the hot movie in April.... Fast Five..Although I'm not really a race car geeks... Still, I found this movie was nice... I love the part where they crashed into Police Station to steal the vault and escape with it... Nice~~ And also the chasing part in Favela... Which minds me of Modern Warfare 2 where u as Roach, to catch Alejandro Rojas in Favela and escape from the Hornet Nest from the local militia... Of course, their racing cars was supreme.... Personally I like the Police Car... Nice....Well, this movie is worth to watch...Stay tuneCiao...

4-10-2011

2011-10-04T05:32:00.000-07:00

Good evening, dear readers... Today is 4th of October... guess what day is today???? For Catholics, today is the feast day of St. Francis of Assisi..... For those who know me, well today is my birthday....

^.^First of all, Happy Birthday to myself....

I woke up around 7.00 am... the situation is still the same- keep on waking up just like yesterday... Since there is test today - Innovation and change... And I can't sleep anymore so I revise my subject again while having my breakfast.... While I'm revising, I received a e-mail from my mom.. I open it and saw it was a birthday card made by my mom using publisher - a program which she still learning... My tears starts to flow while reading the contents, although it's short but it is consider meaningful to me... Thank you, Mom.... I gave thanks to Lord God for giving such a wonderful morning to me..Then I receives lots of birthday wish from my friends, cousin, classmate from FB and sms... Thank you, Guys..... Went to MPH around 8.30 to prepare my test... Guess what?! My birthday present today is sat at the most front desk for my test... Gosh... Anyway, with the help from our Lord God and my faith in Him... I manage do my test calmly.... better than yesterday... As usual, I'm one of the students who are the last one came out from the Hall.. I met wif my friends and we discuss where we should had our lunch.. Then my classmate, Albert brought us ( me, Kim Seng, Edwin and Aaron) to have steam duck at Tracy's Kitchen which is located in Kuching City... then we went to Sunny Hills to have homemade Ice-cream... This ice-cream stall had been operate more than 10 years, consider a historical place... haha...

Soup - finally a bowl of nut and duck soup... two months for didn't drink soup...

Went back to hostel after finish our ice-cream.. Once I open the door, I was shocked... my drawers had been opened.... I remember that I had close my drawers... then I go check my things inside... Nothing stolen... then I guess I'm too paranoid.... And when I drag my chair, I knew the reason.... I found a birthday cake and a birthday card from my roommate, Allen, Jerry and their friend... They wanted get my attention when I enter my room by pulling out all my drawers... Nice one~~~ Anyway, Thanks Guys..... Lucky no birthday kiss from guy like last year... haha...

Me and the rest of hostel mates went for dinner in cillipadi.. We ate Kueh Tiow and Roti canai...

And that's how I spend my birthday with my friends in Kuching...Time to study again... Maths tmr....O yeah, since is feast of St Francis... let us read out his favourite Psalm (which also consider my favourite Psalm) :-
Psalm 141

1 O LORD, I call to you; come quickly to me. Hear my voice when I call to you. 2 May my prayer be set before you like incense; may the lifting up of my hands be like the evening sacrifice. 3 Set a guard over my mouth, O LORD; keep watch over the door of my lips. 4 Let not my heart be drawn to what is evil, to take part in wicked deeds with men who are evildoers; let me not eat of their delicacies. 5 Let a righteous man strike me—it is a kindness; let him rebuke me—it is oil on my head. My head will not refuse it. Yet my prayer is ever against the deeds of evildoers; 6 their rulers will be thrown down from the cliffs, and the wicked will learn that my words were well spoken. 7 They will say, "As one plows and breaks up the earth, so our bones have been scattered at the mouth of the grave. " 8 But my eyes are fixed on you, O Sovereign LORD; in you I take refuge—do not give me over to death. 9 Keep me from the snares they have laid for me, from the traps set by evildoers. 10 Let the wicked fall into their own nets, while I pass by in safety.

Stay tune....

Ciao

Day 1 of test - morale broken.. what next?!

2011-10-03T01:12:00.000-07:00

Hey, readers... juz finish my test today... it has broken my morale of studying now...My gosh....I didn't sleep well last night.... keep on waking up....Extreme nervous before the exam starts...Scares that can't finish the test...All this cause me forget the format and the announcement mention earlier....I did the mistakes.....Will cost me lots of marks...So screw up now.....Morale had been broken....What to do next???? I'm very scare......Haiz....

Mid term test!!

2011-10-02T02:06:00.000-07:00

Yo and good evening my dear readers.. how are u all been doing?? Tomorrow is my first Mid term test in Swinbunny Uni... Gosh I was very very nervous.... Test~~~ my worst enemy.... It took me a week and study until 11.30pm every night for preparation for this test? Is it I over stress myself or what?? Heard from others is kinda easy... I really dun know... Anyway, pls pray for me so that I can do well in this mid term test, alright?? Thanks... Gonna study now....Stay tune~~Ciao...

Happy blessed birthday to my beloved mom...

2011-09-15T04:21:00.000-07:00

Today is 15th of September, which is the birthday of my mom... my beloved mom... sadly I can't celebrate wif u this year... Still, my wish and heart is in Sdk alr... Although we always argue some things and get angry with each other sometimes.. but still I respect and love u, mom... without u... I won't be here in Kuching to pursuit my dream... Thank you, madre... Have a wonderful birthday today...

A true Uni life....

2011-09-05T03:10:00.001-07:00

today I manage to see my cousin going to University and today I finally feel the life in University... Since today is the First year degree enrollment and also the other degree come to classes... The Swinburne University suddenly become alive today... People come here and forth... packed in the lift, canteen and so on.... And finally today I can met my cousin after one month I had been here... and she brought something from my parents...

TaDahhhh.... Stuff from my hometown, Sandakan....

Let's look what I have here...

I have:

Chicken Floss

Cookies from my neighbour - Jason Tan who is a chef

Ant powder... to kill off some ants due to many ants crawling in my study desk... Sorry guys...

Ozo - a medicine

Last but not least - A crucifix from St. Mary's Bookstore - the Lord has come to my room and bless me and my roommate... haha..

When I saw a lot of people in uni... all of the sudden I was not used to it... yesterday was like a ghost town here.. now... can see a swarm of people here... that's what we called a uni life... haha...

Just taken when writing this post.... after heavy rain... sky become orange and manage to see the rainbow...

Stay tune...

Ciao~~~

Raya - raya day one

2011-08-31T01:06:00.000-07:00

First of all, happy Hari raya to all Muslim friends... hope you all have a nice raya... for Non-Muslim like me is having holiday in Hostel alone... Roommate had gone back to Sri Aman, Sarawak... No class until Friday... MPH close for public holiday... Means??? I have nothing to do at all...

Some of might ask me, why you don't want to go back Sabah... I wanted to, but it's very expensive.. I have to take two flight to reach my hometown, Sandakan. It will cost me around 200++ or more due to the airport tax...

So what did I done yesterday?? first I woke up around 7.00am... then force myself to sleep again... around 9.30am then I come out from my bed... go to spring wif my friends to have brunch... then have a cafe latte in Starbucks while waiting to update my Kaspersky~~~ Gosh, it took me 2 hours to finish my update... lol...

come back around 3.00pm... start to play counter-strike 1.6 with my friends until 6.30... went to dinner near Swinburne... Visited a rent apartment which cost RM280.00 per head... Went back to Swinburne around 9.00... Chat with my parents until 10.30... went to sleep around 12.00am...

Raya day one~~

Subjects in Foundation In IT/Multimedia at Swinburne Sarawak

2011-08-29T05:22:00.000-07:00

OK~~~ after three weeks of studying in Swinburne Uni... here's the comments about my current foundation subjects...

1.Academic and communication skills A - basically it is English subjects.. But don't look down upon this subject.. this is the most stress subject for me so far... Nearly every week you have to pass up your essay and your essay have to go through plagiarism before you hand in your essay to your lecturer... If the plagiarism is more than 30% of matching, the lecturer will deduces your markers... So, having to pray the matching will be 0%... Next, we also having Peer evaluation, which is all of us will marker other's essay and give comment on them... Wao... it's not an easy subject... besides, we are now having Class Magazine competition.. so, have to work hard on that... @.@ So, the lecturer in this subject is good, all of us like her very much...

Current Assignment - Interview Assignment.... Still searching my interview target...

2. Innovation and Change - Kinda new subject to us... this subject doesn't require us to take Final Examination but requires a lot of attendance and active in class, and also presentation... This subject is to train you to become creative and be brave in front of the people... Besides, it does teach us about how the organisation run and train us to have the idea of innovation... Kinda interesting subject... but require a lot of attention... Lecturer is kinda nice... when is joking time, she jokes but when is class time, she serious... and dun try to break her ground rules... if not, u will be in trouble...

Current Assignment - keep on referring the slides she taught..

3. Introductory Mathematics - This is the combination of general maths, add. maths and also business maths.. This subject is to refresh us from what we had learn from our SPM... So far this subject is quite nice.. indeed refresh my mind.... lecture is kinda nice... she will help us when we face the problem...

Current Assignment - nope~~ but need more practice... Practice makes prefect

4. Information and Technology - This subject is kinda new for me... Since every week we just have one class of it.. So, doesn't really know this subject is... So far we just learn about the basics of IT and Internet and also some tips on how to use the Internet fast searching style.. This subject doesn't have Final examination.. require a lot of practical work...

Current Assignment - nope~~

5. Programming I - Kinda of 20% old and 80% new subject for me.. because I had learn some of it during my IT subject in my former SM Sung Siew school.. This subject teach you how to input programming codes into the form in order to make the .exe works... Nice subject and I love it very much... but have to remember a lot of codes... once the code is wrong, u will be in big trouble... Currently we are using Microsoft VB 2010... the lecturer is nice to us too... she give us one hour the lecture, two hour of practical... finish the tutorial, u gain marks for your exercises marks... Sadly, this subject have Final examination... Will it similar to IT exam which I took during my Secondary school?

Current Assignment - nope... but have to remember that codes... Nice~~~

that's the brief of subjects that I am currently studying....

Stay tune...
Ciao~~~

What shall I do??? How shall I start??? Will it worth??

2011-08-23T04:58:00.000-07:00

Every year, this kind of Question will always appear to me... And nearly every year I will always fell into my dilemma..

Dun look at my physical body like nothing... Actually there's many scares in my soul... And yet I dun wan to show it out..

So how am I gonna solve it?? Dodge it will make me stress for my whole life.. If i accept it, how am I gonna start it? What can I do? Will it worth? because most of the time, I will face a lot of competitors once I accept the challenge, I know is Usual but I am always the one who gonna lose... Which gave me no confident on it anymore... but this Question still pop up every year...

Decline it will become the success of the others.... And it make me felt regret for doing so...

So, how am I gonna overcome this??

Day 5 and 6 in Swinburne

2011-08-16T01:04:00.000-07:00

Day 5 - is the first day why reason I came to Swinburne Sarawak, Kuching.... My course started that day... on this day, I woke up around 6.30am... the view was like the first day of my every sems school in my hometown.... it's was raining day... Which reminds me of my hometown - Sandakan..... Gosh, I miss it very much.....

After I washed up, I had breakfast wif James, Jerry and Tyler in Kitchen... Since my class starts at 10.30am... as soon they left for classes... I went back to my room and prepared my things...

I first go to the Library around 9 for the IR training... sadly, the season had crashed me and the IT gang's class... so, we all had changed into the next day... then after an hour later, me and some of the IT gangs went to Building G, 9th floor for the first class which is Academic and Communicating skills - we all wait outside until our lecturer came then we can go inside and have a sit...

That day, I had mention there were 5 of all students taking IT... but now, we had increased into 14 people... and 5 out of 14 were from Sabah (that's included me)... well, Academic and Communicating skills is an English subjects... don't think it's easy, my dear readers.... this subjects require us to pass up our assessment by week to make the Class Magazine... like this week... by the end of this week, we had to pass up the Classmate profile to the lecturer... Next week, Letters to the Editor and so on.... and I had been made a Class monitor by the lecturer... lol...

Next class is Programming I, in the class we had to learn the Microsoft Visual Basic.. (which I had learn some of it during Secondary School in ICT)... this course is quite ok... but I dun know how about later on...

On the end of the first day, I went to HTC again due the feast of Assumption of Our Lord's Mother... The virgin Mary... Well, here they don't have the procession like in SMCat... this time, I can see around 8 altar servers there... with the Procession and Incensing and so on...

After the Mass, I had been introduce to Justin - the leader of the Altar Servers... And he said I can join them and serve them as the Servant of The Lord again due the little number of Servers on Sunset Mass... And after one more week of observation, I can Officially join them... Once again, I'm at ur service, Lord..

on the Second day of schooling, We all had our maths but juz onli half an hour instead of two hours due to the real class starts tmr with the printed notes... wao... College life...

then at 10.30am, we all had Innovation and change class... this class was quite interesting... and we had learn something new from this new course... haha..

I can found out that my class was funny(maybe most of them are boys) and I like them... haha... hope this feeling can keep it until the end of my college studies...

Day 3 and 4 in Swinburne...

2011-08-15T01:07:00.000-07:00

wao.... day 3 and 4 are consider a bored day for me... still it's weekend.. there's no people in College except for hotels students like me and James... on Saturday, we went to Swin cafeteria to have breakfast then again for lunch... Onli on Saturday night, I went to Holy Trinity Church, for the first time....

Well, HTC is kinda smaller than St. Joesph in SDK but Bigger than ST. Mary's Chapel... but I can tell u, although it's small but it's packed.... full of faithfuls went to the church until some of them stood outside...

Anyway, the order of the Mass was quite the same, except for the Gloria, Lord have Mercy, Our Father and Lamb of God....

Gloria - here they used the first third sentence as Chorus and the rest spread into 3 or 4 verses...

Lord have Mercy - here they used Latin to sing..

Our Father - they used Malay

Lamb of God - mixed wif Latin and English

in here, the EM wore cassocks when distributing the Eucharist... Interesting....

And here, there's onli 2 altar Servers.. so far.... Guess what??? I sign up my duty again as Altar servers here... but need to wait for the leader here to approve...

Sunday..... Bored day again.... Me, James, Jerry and our New friend - Tyler... went to Spring at 9.00am.... lol... it's still closed we had to wait while we had our breakfast.... soon we went in... we walked around.... Then we went to MBO for Movie(too bored) and watch Cowboys and Aliens.. Starts Daniel Craig, Harrison Ford and Oliver Wilde... quite fascinating movie that was....

We also do some shopping there.. and once we came back... I do my laundry to use up my free time... and we also make our dinner ourselves with Jerry as the Cook... I'm the Tester.... to produce a toast with sausages....

(on the left , Jerry - the cook of the night.... Right, James - helper)

(The dinner is ready to served...)

that what we do this two days...

Day 3 in Swinburne - Cultural Tour

2011-08-12T22:40:00.000-07:00

Picture of the day.... Look at him.... He's very happy.... haha.. Iban wif Jean and Nike shoes...

Before I start this post.... If u are those people who fell in love wif culture and history... U gonna love it.... if u are not, well u might not interested on what I gonna post today....

I woke up around 6.30 am... then I received a sms from the school staff stating that the cultural tour registration will be on 7.45.am... 8.00am the bus will took off... when I saw this, I quickly washed up myself and have some breakfast then quickly went to Building G for my registeration...

After I had registered, me and some of the other students waited until 8.00 then one of the staff took us to get a bus... is a normal School bus.... Since there are 17 of us going, onli 15 of us were on the bus... so we have to waited for the other two before we can take off... we waited about half an hour then the other 2 arrived (gosh, I was nearly asleep while waiting for them)... We took off right after they had arrive.. The destination? Kampung Budaya Sarawak - which is due north from
Kuching... u can search it using Goggle Map...

It took us around 45 mins to reach there... so it's around 9.20am we reach the place... once we come out, on the right We can see a beautiful beach and resorts...
Which is called the Damai Beach Resorts..

We all gather at the corner and passed up our Student ID for register at the counter... this tour cost RM15.00 onli...

The ticket

Then we were given instructions that we must gathered at the show room at 11.30am to watch the performance... in the mean time, we can freely visit the places...

Before that, take a look this pic...

That is taken during when some girls at my back saying: " whoever taking this pic must be disgusting"... After they said, then they noticed me... Lol... I was Sweat....

then me and the rest starting from crossing the bridge...

into Bidayuh House...

and to Iban's house....

to Orang Ulu house

to Melanau house

Malay House...

And also Chinese House...

when I was there, there's a guide there explain the whereabouts of the things at each of the house to the tourist... I followed them, slowly walk and trying listen what he explain to the tourist... too bad, I dun know some of it because he used mix English and Hokkien ( Which I dunno)

We went back around 11.10am... and go into the teather to watch the performance... the show was nice... and foreigner were there to watch it.... it finish around 12.20 (I guess )... then we all went back to Swinburne around 1 something.. I'm glad that I come to this tour... it's very worth...

Before I end the post - see this pics and guess what's that...

got it???

the answer is -

yes... it's a cannon made by the Chinese..... ( my personal favourite )

火枪.... Bang.......

ANd some of it u can see that China had came here and trade wif them before... by the China Vase from Ming Dynasty (Maybe Cheng Ho's time) or earlier than Ming...

For the rest of the photo u can click into this link...

http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150257062524147.322464.682919146&type=1

This all....

Stay tune.....

Ciao.....

Day 2 in Swinburne....

2011-08-11T06:20:00.000-07:00

Due to officially staying in hostel, I decided to change my post into the above mentioned...

Woke up around 6.30 am... on hour ago, had a heavy lightning rain.... Woo~~~ after i had my breakfast, i met wif James and Jerry for the second day of orientation..

We walk in then we found sits and sat on it... then I met Noor... then i change my place to sit wif him... today orientation is kinda of bored... Apart the from the morning exercise and the poco-poco dance...

in the afternoon, we all had our Cheer performance... Due those some of our member had lost... we preformed as best as we could under the lead from Chin, a sarawakian student.. finally the winner goes to foreplay...

then we also have a adverts performance... our group took the idea from the man came from Malta the video to act it out... and I'm the Malta man... lol..

planning~~~

it's quite fun during the performance...

the other groups performing

And again after the debriefing today, i went out to have dinner wif my dad and have a blessing before he leave for sdk...

Have a safe trip back to sdk, dad... ^^

getting prepared for tmr's culture tour....

Stay tune...

Ciao!!!

Day 6 in Kuching / Day 1 in Swinburne..

2011-08-10T06:32:00.000-07:00

Hello, once again... Good evening, everyone... Especially to my dear readers... ok, today is the first day I actually stayed in my hostel... I woke up around 6.30 am to wash up and had breakfast at my room....

Around 7.35am, I came down to meet James and together we wait to register for our orientation... during the waiting, we met up wif Jerry, and met a new guy named Arron, he's from Ipoh....

Around 8.00am, the orientation starts... first we had a ice-breaking between groups... Kinda fail to break it due to the number of group members is too big... then we had some talks by the school staffs...

in my group, I know some friends... one is called Adrian... one is call Noor... which is a Muslim... and one is called Yeya (i think).... he's from Sri lanka...

During lunch time, I had lunch wif James and Jerry... I order a chicken chop wif rice and they order fried rice from Swinburne Canteen... The food was Quite nice... yum yum....

My chicken chop....

In the afternoon, we all had a practices for our group Cheers... our guide, Ivan brought us up to Building A to discuss... but sadly, due to the number of people in group is too big... the discussion is kinda cold...

Anyway, we did make up some ideas.. hoping tmr can preform nicely...

After the cheers discussion, Ivan brought for Campus tour.... We went to library, Building G, Building B and A...

The tour!!!!

After the tour, we were seperate into our own academics briefing.... u know what???

I'm the onli one taking Foundation of IT/MM in my group and the onli Sandakan people there... >.<

Ivan then guide me to the room since I kinda lost here... and found out that there's onli 5 person(including me) who are taking Foundation of IT/MM.... WalauA.... the tutor room is all ours.... 5 people... >.<

after the briefing, we had debriefed by our guides... then I had dinner wif my dad outside in King's Centre and we walked a bit before I come back to Swinburne's hostel again to update my blog...

Stay tune...

Ciao....

Day 5 in Kuching....

2011-08-09T06:22:00.000-07:00

Hi and good evening to my dear readers.... this is the fifth day I'm in Kuching... and today I'm "officially" moved to my new home.... my hostel room for this my foundation year....

Today me and my dad woke up around 7.00 am... after wash up and had breakfast, we decided to try taking city buy.. we went to a bus stop near Mega Inn... and took the bus to Kuching's pasar... well, pasar is not like in sdk... it's like melaka old town... especially the Chinese town... it's always very narrow juz like in melaka china town...

We also went to sibercity.... well, it's not really like lauyat... and we brought a external Hard disk for my bro..

we then went back to Mega Inn around 3.30 buy city bus again... then we moved back to Swinburne's hostel and I today officially moved to my room... and finally met my roommate, by the surname chiang, i guess... he's quite a sport man... Didn't met him more than half an hour.... O well, after i say goodbye to my dad, i went to chilipeppers to order a takeaway... I first wan to order fry chicken.. but it had been sold out... so, I order a ko nao mee... as I walk out the door of the restaurant, I met James - the one that I met early on the first day i arrived Swinburne...

His name is James Lau... He's from Sibu... He's alone sitting there, waiting for his food and I sit down wif him and talked... And here's my friend in Swinburne life... he's taking Diploma in Business... also the first timer arrived to Kuching... we found out that we are both alike in some aspects... both of us are from small town... both of us are alone now in hostel... both of us bored... and Grazie Dio( Thx God ) both of us are Catholics and quite devoted.... ^^

we both walk around the college compound since we are bored... We said we wanted to go to the library but we had lost.. we sadly go back to hostel and Thx God again... we both met the person whom picked me from airport during the frist day in Kuching.. His name is Umar... He's from Sri Lanka... He's in second Degree in Engineer, i guess.. he took a brief intro to the school for us, such as library, computer room and printer room... Multi-purposed Hall(MPH)... he also intro some of his friend for us and one of them was called Moody... kinda funny guy...

later, James brought me to his room, his room is juz one block under mine... it's a air-con room... the room number is MH108.... he told me since his roommate haven't arrived, he kinda alone in his room... we talk for awhile then I showed him mine... then we planed to met together tmr for orientation day...

Well, I didn't manage to take pics.... but I will take some during my Campus tour...

Well, that's for today...

Ciao.....

Day 4 in Kuching

2011-08-07T23:08:00.000-07:00

Woke up around 7.30am... yesterday night can't slept well.. always keep on awake.. Izzit too happy or too nervous... I also not sure...

after wash up, me and my dad had chicken porridge as breakfast at food court near Mega Inn.. kinda nice the food... ^^

After breakfast, we both pack my goods which brought yesterday back to my hostel in Swinburne... We went to my hostel first, hoping to see who's my roommate... Sadly, it's still empty yet.... O well, back to Building G to have my registration around 9..

Building G - Once a government's building which brought by Swinburne

Inside Building G... Juz like what my Cousin told me, it's like a hotel inside...

RHB ATM Machine

then one of the swinburne staff asked us passed up our Swinburne Offer letter and once i passed up mine, i was asked to go to the marketing building due to I'm not a Sarawakian Students... We went there and met some of the staff there... sadly, didn't manage to met wif Jerome due to he's in holiday.... They says I had to passed up my passport to them to make my Visa but nt today. is either on next week or next month...

Anyway, we went back to building G again around 10.00am to register... I also saw many students there walking around the hallway, guess they saw many Newbies today... It's quite packed in the room...

we pass up my forms and waited for their calling... during the period, we met a boy which is juz the next room of mine... his surname is Wu, i think... he's from Kedah... he studying Foundation of Engineering/ Science, and he is one of the JPA students.... OMG... I'm kinda embarrassed... I can see most of them are bright students.... Since i'm not a JPA students or Yayasan Sarawak or wat so ever... Well, what to do??? Must study hard... harder than them...

we waited nearly one hour 30 mins then it's my turn.. So far my timetable is like this... for this sems..

Monday - 10.30am - 12.00pm - Academic and communication skills A
1.30pm - 4.00pm - Programming I

Tuesday - 8.30am - 10.00am - Introductory Mathematics
10.30am - 12.00pm - Innovation and change

Wednesday - 10.30am - 12pm - Innovation and change
1.30 pm - 3.00pm - Academic and communication skills A
3.30 pm - 4.30pm - Introductory Mathematics

Thursday - 10.30 am - 12.00pm - Academic and communication skills A
3.30 pm - 4.30 pm - Introductory Mathematics

Friday - 8.30am - 9.00am (juz half an hour?) - Innovation and change
9.30am - 12.00pm - Information technology
2.30pm - 5.00pm - Programming I

Then i was asked to go to another slot to make my student's ID...

my ID's number is 7439865..

here's my card...

Too dark??

then again i went to another slot for sign up the orientation day....

Since tmr still registeration day.. and I had nothing to do on that day, I decided to stay wif my dad again then official(again) moved to my room... since Wednesday is orientation day...

Looking forward to that day... Nervous nervous... facing many pro students here...

Ciao....

Day 3 in Kuching.....

2011-08-07T05:22:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 7.30am to day... Felt tired.... went to eat wan tun today... Miss home-made wan tun.... We then went back to hotel to get a cab, and ask to go to Sunday Street fair... in Satok(still wondering where is that place is)..

We walk around the fair... Just managed to buy a pair of Shoes wif juz onli RM17.00..

after that, we went back to Basaga and pack my dad's things to Mega Inn, an Inn which is still under maintenance...

then we do some shopping and stay in the hotel until 7 due to the heavy lighting and thunder rain....

We went out to dinner at King centre...

Not much of thing....

but getting ready for tmr...

to Swinburne...

Ciao.

Day 2 in Kuching.....

2011-08-06T06:14:00.000-07:00

We woke up around 7.30 am… we had our Ko nao mee for breakfast nearby…. Then we walk all the way to Swinburne… from Basaga to Swinburne… it took us nearly 20 Mins to reached Swinburne..

We went in and found a staff who was called Vivian.. She took us to the hostel and introduced me to a warden named Arfizan and he took me into the common lounge to wait for the room to be check the room..

in the room, we meet a family.. the boy name was called James. Later Arfizan came back and told us my room number is HM222.. And we took a look in my room… Well, here u can look at my room..

this is my bed

Well, juz like most of the boy’s room… boys like to sarbutage room… I choose the one that is quite ok than the other one… I heard the warden says my roommate could be a Chinese from Sabah or Sarawak… but he’ll come by next week.. guessing who he was…

Then we ask one of the driver to pick us back to Basaga and I pack my things back to my room..

Later we went to spring to buy my things…. We went to parkson first.. then to another supermarket. Brought many things.. then walk back to my room to decorate it..

I guess my bed was last used by an Indian guy I guess… here’s the proof… many furs….

Finally, I had finish clean my room…

Here u can see…

Then I decide I stay wif my dad one more day before I officially move to my new room for a year…

the washing machine room...

toilet

Kitchen

Hallway

So, we walk back to Basaga on Foot again… painful Leg……

And we watch The last Samurai... last night was Windtalkers.... Nice nice...

Getting ready for the third day….

Day 1 in Kuching

2011-08-06T04:19:00.000-07:00

Dear readers, due to I can’t connect to internet on the first day in Kuching, I draf it on the computer first, so that I can post it on the blog when I can online…..
Here is it…..

Today is the day…… Today is the day that I will leave my homeland – The land below the wind… which is Sandakan, Sabah to an unknown place for me, Kuching Sarawak…

my flight to KK

This is the first time I arrived to Kuching… So, it’s quite nervous…. I and my family woke up around 5.20 pm. After I washes up.. we pick up my bro and cousin to school… right after he walk out of the car, I gave him a hug.. the we have our breakfast in mile 4 pasar.. then straights to airport.. Luckily me and my dad check in earlier, our flight to Kuching gt problem, there’s no more that flight num on today… he help change quickly… then we board to KK safety…

Ah.... Sabahans Glories... Mount Kinabalu.... bye bye... see u when I come back...

Once we arrived to KK, we were welcomed by my dad’s friend.. they bring us to eat again… Dim Sum…. Yum yum… later pizza for lunch…

We came back to airport by 2.40… we board the plane by 3.45pm… but we can’t take off until 4.45 due to some problem wif the plane’s tyre engine’s (maybe) and the bad weather onboard. Then we arrive to Kuching around 6.00 and were greet by the Swinburne stay and stay on the Basaga Inn…

Getting ready to see the second day….

Ciao….

Soon......

2011-08-03T03:41:00.000-07:00

Soon....

I'll be leaving Sdk.....

Soon....

I'll be alone....

Soon....

I gonna study again....

Soon....

I gonna get used to the college room....

Soon....

i gonna miss my house....

Soon....

I gonna used to the food in Kuching...

Soon....

I gonna miss my home-made food.....

Soon....

I'll be alone....

Soon....

I'll be miss my parents...

Soon....

I leaving to Kuching....

Soon...

I gonna leave SDK...

Soon....

I gonna leave someone...

Soon....

one more week or less..... GREAT~~~

2011-07-29T00:35:00.000-07:00

Dear Readers, Hello and good evening... Well, by this time at this same day on next week I will be on my way away from the Land below the Wild aka. Sabah to Kuching aka. Cat City...

Now i can tell u one thing - Nervous...

First of all, this trip will be my first time I will stay there all alone in a place which is not familiar to me.... Although I go there wif my dad, but he onli stay wif me for a week.. then I had to fight for myself...

Next, the language problemo... Although in Kuching is used to Speak English and Mandarin... I required me to learn another language too which is Hokkien... Well, It will required a great time for me to learn their language...

Third.. Alone... When I reached there, I can tell u is I will be alone there... MOst of my fiends studying in Semenanjung... So, I alone there... But I guess I can make many new friends there..

Fourth, I will miss my family badly especially my Madre(mother)... I really hope that she will not cry on that day... or me...

I pray that my Captain on the snowy horse can help me through all this Challenge...

Ciao...

What I Thought I Knew About Assassin’s Creed Revelations Was Partially Wrong - Stephen Totilo

2011-07-26T07:15:00.000-07:00

Darby McDevitt told me last week that the lead characters of Assassin's Creed 1 and 2 aren't related. I've played a lot of each Assassin's Creed game. I thought I knew the important stuff about Altair and Ezio, the series' two heroes from the past.

But Darby McDevitt, writer of this fall's Assassin's Creed Revelations was throwing me for a loop. Thanks to McDevitt, I know I've been wrong about a bunch of things, one of which is a mild plot spoiler for the whole saga that he wanted to share:
1) Altair and Ezio aren't related. I simply assumed they were, since the AC series is about a history-spanning conspiracy that is being revealed as a guy named Desmond relives the memories of his ancestors from game to game. In the first Assassin's Creed, we played as Altair, via Desmond reliving his memories. In AC II and last year's AC Brotherhood, we played as Ezio via Desmond. In this year's Revelations, we play as Altair and Ezio, via Desmond. But our two old heroes aren't related, McDevitt told me. He was standing in front of a demo of the game during a showcase for games publisher Ubisoft when he told me this, by the way. He said it casually, explaining that there was no reason to keep it a secret these days. So... Altair comes from one side of Desmond's family and Ezio the other, I guess. I don't know if this is a big deal, but I was shocked.

2) There are standard side missions, after all. One of the radical changes that I thought was coming to Revelations, a transformation of the series' many side missions to events that were more emergent—where you just sort of happen along side mission opportunities and there are no map markers for them—is... a misunderstanding. That's been misconstrued from the original coverage of the game, McDevitt told me. Minor missions will indeed work that way, borrowing a style seen in Red Dead Redemption for its "stranger missions." But there will still be side missions that you access via markers on the map. (Bonus detail: Some missions will have us, as Ezio, hunting down characters from the game's multiplayer mode, each of whom has a fleshed out story and is some sort of rebel against the society in the game's 16th-century Constantinople. Bonus Detail #2: Some missions will involve capturing territory in the city, as in Brotherhood, which will then transform the area by filling it with ziplines—and these areas can be re-taken by the enemy forces. Bonus detail #3 (!) Some side missions will only be accessible if you have enough brotherhood/minion assassins in your crew, and as you go into these missions you'll get to know your minions in some undefined way.)

3) This game was at least semi-intentional. This is more on you, readers, especially you skeptics who say that Ubisoft didn't always plan for three Ezio console games. As we've reported (because McDevitt doesn't just tell these things to me), Revelations, this third Ezio Assassin's Creed game, was originally going to be the planned 3DS game Lost Legacy until someone higher in Ubisoft mandated it should be a console game. McDevitt told me it's because they loved the setting. I suggested it also might be because they love having Assassin's Creed games each year.

So I wasn't completely wrong about Revelations, and the game still looks very good. All is well, it seems. Look for Revelations later this year. Hopefully Ubisoft isn't wrong about trying to make another great Assassin's Creed just a year since we got the previous excellent one.

To the company I once loyal to my bone ( part 1 )

2011-07-11T21:31:00.000-07:00

Hello my dear readers... It's been a long time since i didn't update my post... Well, I free now... update this blog...

Before I begin, Juz wan to tell you that I had drafted it before I post this on the blog due to blackout occurred yesterday Morning.. And I always wan to post it, but also due to no time and my laziness... Yeah, I know it's a cold joke...

Anyway, yesterday I accidentally open up my cupboard and I saw my company's badges and my rank of my old company that once I love it very much and taught me many things.

I still remember when I first year enter my secondary school life, during the choosing uniform group, so I choose my old primary school group instead this group. I took no interested in this club because it's marching band and it is not as famous as my old school club.

Maybe the Lord wanted me to join this company, as soon as the first few meeting of the club, I felt the feel of the club that I once like during my primary has gone and also all my friends went to join the other club so I didn't come for the meeting again. the thing that make me changed my mind to join this company was the inspiration of someone.

During my first year in school, I always saw my ex-neighbour who used to live upstair, always went to Sunday meeting wore a shinning uniform. I'm very envy him every Sunday, he go to have meeting with the uniform I will go to balcony to see his uniform..

So, as I get all infos about the uniform.. I ask my mom should I change my uniform group, and my mom says as u wish, because she knew that I always love to act to be an officer especially Hong Kong police officer, and the company uniform nearly as same as the HK police uniform.

So, in the end I decided to join this company around July.....

that's all for now...

stay tune....

Ciao!!!

Which should I choose?

2011-06-19T17:34:00.000-07:00

Hello my dear readers, last week I did post about I wanted to buy SE Xperia Arc... today, I fell into Dilemma.... now I want to ask u all for comments, below are two specs of two phones.. Give me some comments which should I buy...

SE Xperia Arc:

Specs:

General & Hardware Date Announced January 07, 2011 (1st Quarter)
Network Technology GSM GPRS/EDGE 850/ 900/ 1800/ 1900
UMTS HSPA 900/ 2100 or UMTS HSPA 800/ 850/ 1900/ 2100
Hardware/Processor CPU Qualcomm MSM8255 Snapdragon 1 GHz, Adreno 205 GPU
Dimensions (mm) 125 x 63 x 8.7
Weight (g) 117
SAR Rating -
Available colours Midnight Blue, Misty Silver
Screen Size 4.2 inch, 480x854, Touchscreen (Multi-Touch), Reality Display with Mobile BRAVIA Engine
Screen Color TFT 16M colors
Line of Text -
Menu Type Timescape UI
Type Blok
QWERTY-Keyboard No
Navigation Key Accelerometer sensor
Soft Keys -
Other Keys Proximity sensor, Scratch-resistant surface
Keypad Lighting -
Antenna Fixed Internal
Phonebook -
Internal(MB) 512
Memory Slot microSD (Up to 32GB), 8GB card included
Battery Type Li-Polymer 1500 mAh
Stand-by (hrs) 430
TalkTime(min) 420
Entertainment Polyphonic
Customization -
MP3 Yes
FM Radio Yes
TV Receiver Null
Video Record Yes, 720p@30fps
Video Support MP4/H.263/H.264/Xvid/DivX/WMV player
HDMI port
Audio Support MP3/WAV/WMA/eAAC+ player
3.5 mm audio jack
Voice Support -
Games -
Messaging SMS Yes
Total SMS -
MMS Yes
EMS No
Email Yes, Push Email
Instant Messenging Yes
Push-To-Talk -
Connectivity HSDPA Yes, HSDPA, 7.2 Mbps, HSUPA, 5.76 Mbps
WIFI/WLAN Yes, Wi-Fi 802.11 b/g/n; DLNA
3G Yes
GPS Yes
EDGE Yes, Class 10, 236.8 kbps
GPRS Class 10 (4+1/3+2 slots)
Bluetooth Yes, v2.1 with A2DP (A2DP)
USB Port Yes
Infrared (IrDA) No
Data Cable Micro USB
Data Modem -
Software Platform / OS Android 2.3
Java (J2ME) Yes
WAP Yes Ver 2.0
Browser -
Predictive Text Entry -
Speech Codecs -
PIM Application -
Other Applications A-GPS support, Adobe Flash 10.1, Digital compass, YouTube, Google Talk, Google Maps, Document Viewers Skype, NeoReader barcode scanner
Personals Themes Yes
Caller ID Photo Caller ID
Profile ID Yes
Camera Specifications Lens Type CMOS, 8.0 Megapixel
Digital zoom -
Max. Resolution 3264 x 2448
Flash Yes
Night Mode Yes
Multi Shot -
Frame - Types
Extra Features Auto focus, LED Flash, Geo-tagging, Face detection
Photo Format -
Video Yes, 720p@30fps
Video Format -

Total Price:RM 1920 - 2000
RM1740 - 1820 (AP)

Samsung Galaxy S II

General & Hardware Date Announced February 13, 2011 (1st Quarter)
Network Technology GSM 850/900/1800/1900
Hardware/Processor CPU 1.2GHz ARMv7 dual-core Application Processor
Dimensions (mm) 125.3 x 66.1 x 8.49
Weight (g) 116
SAR Rating 0.34
Available colours Black
Screen Size 4.3 inch, WVGA 480 x 800, Multi-touch input method
Screen Color Super AMOLED Plus, 16M
Line of Text -
Menu Type -
Type Candybar
QWERTY-Keyboard No
Navigation Key Accelerometer, Proximity & Gyroscope sensor
Soft Keys -
Other Keys -
Keypad Lighting -
Antenna Fixed Internal
Phonebook Unlimited
Internal(MB) 16GB/32GB, 1GB RAM
Memory Slot microSD, (up to 32GB), 8 GB included
Battery Type Li-ion 1650mAh
Stand-by (hrs) Up to 710 h (2G) / Up to 610 h (3G)
TalkTime(min) Up to 1100 min (2G) / Up to 520 min (3G)
Entertainment Polyphonic
Customization -
MP3 Yes
FM Radio Yes
TV Receiver Null
Video Record 1080@30fps
Video Support MPEG4, H.264, H.263, WMV, DivX, Xvid, VC-1
Audio Support P3, OGG, AAC, AAC+, eAAC+, AMR-NB AMR-WB, WMA, WAV, MID, AC3, IMY, FLAC, XMF
Voice Support -
Games -
Messaging SMS Yes
Total SMS -
MMS Yes
EMS No
Email Yes
Instant Messenging -
Push-To-Talk -
Connectivity HSDPA Yes, HSPA+ 21Mbps, HSUPA 5.76Mbps
WIFI/WLAN Wi-Fi 802.11 a/b/g/n
3G Yes
GPS Yes
EDGE Class 12
GPRS Class 12
Bluetooth Yes, v3.0+HS (A2DP)
USB Port Yes
Infrared (IrDA) No
Data Cable microUSB, USB on-the-go
Data Modem -
Software Platform / OS Android 2.3
Java (J2ME) Yes
WAP No Info
Browser HTML
Predictive Text Entry -
Speech Codecs -
PIM Application -
Other Applications Google Search, Maps, Gmail, YouTube, Calendar, Google Talk, Picasa integration, Social Hub / Readers Hub / Music Hub / Game Hub
Personals Themes Yes
Caller ID Photo Caller ID
Profile ID Yes
Camera Specifications Lens Type CMOS, 8.0 Megapixel
Digital zoom -
Max. Resolution 3264 x 2448
Flash Yes
Night Mode Yes
Multi Shot -
Frame - Types
Extra Features -
Photo Format -
Video 1080@30fps
Video Format -

Total Price: RM 2050 - 2130
RM1845 - 1925 (AP)

Can Give me some advise which should I buy??

Thx....

Funny People... Dun know really what they wan??

2011-06-17T20:39:00.000-07:00

Hello, my dear readers... today I'm gonna discuss something with you all... Do u ever noticed this World recently contains many those Funny people?? Surely u all would wondering who are those funny people are... well here's a brief of those people...

First of all, those people likes to talks... they like to talk anything... Good.... Bad... Gossips... whatever they like.... And they also always like to give comment and feedback towards others.... There's once a group of community once was in peace... but due to those people appeared in this community, there's many disagreement and even fed up on those comment they gave....

They also like to give Ideas... but most of them didn't walk the talk.... but once they realized the work force didn't do the things they like... they will blame them... for not listening their ideas or simply called the workers Lazy or not focus on their jobs.. they says this because those people are the one who give the money to the workers...

Well, most of u will said, it's true... these workers are lousy and need to be removed... but the problem is the boss of the workers did not say anything about them.... Although the boss always received those people feedback, the boss didn't fire these workers... because the boss knew how hardworking they are.... And they always did the job right on time.... Although sometimes they do overtime... but yet they pass up the job on time... So, the boss ignored the feedback and continued to used them....

sometimes, due to some incidents they were too busy, so they ask some of their friends to come and help out so that the work can be done.... Once the words reached to their ears, These people will start to gossiping, saying the workers lazy... the were pay to do this job, and yet they did other things... Well, my dear readers, this community is a half charity half working company, if they require some help, and some people responded, it's good sign, izzit??? why this people talk those words???

i really dun understands what these people wan... if no people help out... comment....if gt people help out.... comment again... Funny people yea??

onli they know what wan to do....

>.<

Stay tune....

I wan u, I love u, pls come to me life....

2011-06-15T00:59:00.000-07:00

Why hello my dear readers.... how are u going along? fine, I guess... well, today's post is about a thing that I wan to have it come into my life...

GUESS what is it???

nope, nt GF for the time being....

is this - Sony Ericsson Xperia Arc...

I had been search for this a month alr... and u know what? of all the 4 shops I went in, they says they didn't sell this phone.... but they gt sell Xperia Play o.... why ah?? Face problem?? no ah, u look sexy than the other models wo.... or, u are too expensive??? RM 2000?

It make me until Last night I dreamd that I owned Sony Erricson Xperia Arc, Happy dao.... 真是使我日有所思，夜有所梦...... haiz..... >.T

When can I have u o????

I wan u..... I love u.... Pls come to my life...... >.<

Answer....

2011-06-03T06:10:00.000-07:00

Hello, good evening... My dear readers.... I final gt the Answer from Miss JF... u know what is it??

Is No AGAIN!!!!!!

Hello, Train!!!! ready to crushed me again???

There u go....

BANG!!!!!!!!

That's all....

+

Ciao..... T.T

My love life... (part 7)

2011-06-02T05:28:00.000-07:00

Hello my dear readers, here am I again... talk about my love life again.... I was thinking that I wanted to stop write about it anymore... And due to some of my readers wanting me to continue to write about it... Well, ok... my friends... here is it... My love life Part 7: Miss JF...

I think most of my friends dun know who is this JF... Well, as my previous promises I won't say out their names.. ok?? and this post is purposely wrote for her to read... Enough of the craps... Ok, I started to know Miss JF when the era I still crazy for Miss. KCl... the first time I saw her was at Church, during that time I alr had a feeling towards her... but i didn't took her num or name...

one day, I say to my cousin that I wish to know her... And my cousins says that she also wanted to know me.. so, we exchanges our num. and thus, we started to sms gt to know each other... I still remember that we nearly sms everyday when I was in KK wif my friends.. I also remember that one the first of school, she was in Form one.. I was the one who show them around... but i try my cool faces... but I was very interested to her...

but suddenly I think back again, she (that time) was nt the person I should wait for... so, I treat her coldly soon afterwards... until Miss Kcl rejected me, I try to chase her back.. but it's too late... she alr had a bf.... I was very sad... since then, we didn't chat anymore..

but we didn't end like that, we started to sms back since she brake wif off with bf... And we also know that we both like each other but I refuse to further the relationship because it's alr October and I didn't do well in my trial exams... mean one more month will be my SPM examinations, so when she find me, i always says I'm busy... our relationship wortsen again..

After my SPM, I try my best to chase her.. but she started to avoid me... Treat me very cool... it's been three times I had propuse to her... but still rejected me... I rili dun know why... I try o to ask her sis but says she dun know... I rili blur blur until now...

Here once i again, I wan to ask u again, Miss JF.. Would u accept me? I can't rili forget u... before 2 months I left for further studies, Would u give me an answer, I will treat u the best I could... I am not those sweet guy, dun know how to says those romantic words to u... but my love for u is true de... I will be loyal to u.... Pls give me a chance.... ok?? I'll wait for ur answer...

That's all about my love life, my dear readers and Miss JF...

Ciao....

Starcraft 2: Heart of the Swarm... O.... Another game that can't wait...

2011-05-31T03:06:00.000-07:00

Hello my dear readers, today I'm gonna talk about another nice game... Which is Starcraft 2 Heart of the swarm.. I think some of u would know what game is this... Well, I start to love this game Since Starcraft 2: Wing of Liberty.. So, I'm searching about the next game which is the Heart of the Swarm... Until yesterday, I had finally searched a bit of info for it.. A video trailer about the game... Well, in the video u can see the dominion Troops running here and there... then a Specter or a ghost leading them... then U can see Nova there saying must find Kerringan and kill her...

Then U can see our hero of the Liberty, Jim Raynor running and shotting at the dominion troops.. then keep on calling Sarah... then we can see a person wif the Ghost Amour then pop out the Starcraft 2: HotS... Well, fans of the Starcraft 2 (I'm one of them) sure will think: " O hell, it's coming out"

Then today I finally find some more info of this game from gamespots and also game informer... Well, indeed the game is coming soon... but the storyline was not given in details... Well, after what I read the news about this game.. here my idea:
1. Kerringan will regroup her army again and fight against the Zerg civil war (juz like Brood war in SC 1)
2. Kerringan will take revenge against Mengsk for abandoning her in Tarsonis.
3. Kerringan will work wif Jim against Mengsk and (maybe) the Hybrids.
4. Kerringan will stay as a leader for the Swarm.
5. She will not die at the end of this game.

Well, I can't wait for the game....

juz the funny thing: When I saw the demo they played... U can notice that Kerringan use back her Sniper gun again... Wohoo... both Human and zerg abilities.... Hope E3 will show more about this game...

Nice but deadly girl, ya?

Stay tune for more...

Ciao!!!

Anyone wan to watch the video, here the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1xztB7pnsto

the news: http://www.gameinformer.com/games/starcraft_ii_heart_of_the_swarm/b/pc/archive/2011/05/31/first-single-player-campaign-details.aspx

2011-05-30T04:40:00.000-07:00

Centella asiatica, also known as spadeleaf, gotu kola, Indian Pennywort and Mandookaparni is not a new species in the world of medicinal herbs. It has been used for centuries and was referred to in the French Pharmacopoeia in 1884, as well as the ancient traditional Chinese Shennong Herbal about 2000 years ago, as well as in Indian Ayurvedic medicine some 3000 years ago.

Centella asiatica originated from Asia, as the name Asiatica indicates. However the growth of this plant has spread to Europe and America, where it is known as Button Grass due to the fact that the shape of its leaf is similar to that of a button. Centella asiatica is commonly found near paddy fields, agricultural land and by riversides, where the soil happens to be damp and fertile, which suits its growth preference.

Although Centella asiatica is an old timer in the medical world, it is a relative newcomer to skin care cosmetics. The main active ingredients contained in Centella asiatica are triterpenes asiatic acid and madecassic acid, together with triterpenoid ester glycosides- known as asiaticoside and brahminoside.

The question is, why choose Centella asiatica to be included in skin care cosmetics? Here are the reasons why. The asiaticosides and triterpenes extracted from the plant have modulating properties on the development and metabolism of connective tissue, improve the synthesis of collagen and other tissue proteins by modulating the action of fibroblasts in the vein wall, and stimulate remodelling in and around the venous wall. In poor connective tissue conditions, the triterpenes are able to renew the collagen, in quantity and quality, and restore tissue firmness and skin elasticity, improving skin appearance and comfort. These saponins also help prevent excessive scar formation, by modulating and slowing down the excessive production of collagen, at the wound site and also increases the concentration of antioxidants in the wound.

Various studies have supported and proven that these actions of Centella asiatica are effective in treating various skin injuries. Furthermore, it also helps to minimize varicose veins, by enhancing blood flow, increasing the tone of the connective tissue sheath that surrounds the veins, and helps maintain the suppleness of veins.

In conclusion, Centella asiatica is an excellent ingredient to include in skin care creams and lotions as it has a pronounced effect on the health of the skin.

Are Catholics 'Antichrist'?

2011-05-24T17:24:00.000-07:00

Hello my dear readers... today I'm gonna let u guys to understand this topic above... Below that one is an email that i had receive from someone.... I'm sure some of u who are Catholics had experience wif this kind of situations before, ya?? Being saying Catholic's an Antichrist by the protestants christians... Well, those who are Protestants, pls read the letter below... to know about the Catholic and the Protestant....

When one group of Christians can point to another group of Christians and call them "Antichrist," a very dangerous line has been crossed.

"...not having a righteousness of my own, based on law, but that which is through faith in Christ, the righteousness from God that depends on faith..." {Php. 3:9].

Dear Protestant Brother,

What I am about to write to you, I write to you in love. I have determined in my heart that if this letter would not be written in love, it would not be written at all, for if it is not written in love, my Lord has no part in it.

Although I had been raised as a Roman Catholic, at the age of 21, I was invited by a Protestant evangelical co-worker to attend one of her church services. Being a Pentecostal congregation, it was filled with lots of hype and emotion. This appealed to me very much at that particular time in my life so I decided to leave the Roman Catholic Church in order to worship God among the Protestants. One year later, I met a wonderful Protestant evangelical man who eventually became my husband.

When I was 23 years old, my husband and I attended a huge Protestant evangelical religious conference in Lancaster, Pennsylvania. At one point during the conference, a group of evangelical church leaders formed a panel and invited those in attendance to ask them any questions that they had.

I happened to be studying the Book of Revelation at that time, and it was filled with symbolism and visions that I simply did not understand. Innocently, I raised my hand, was acknowledged by the panel, and proceeded to ask my question. "Who," I asked, "is the Great Harlot in the Book of Revelation?"

The group of men conferred with one another for a few moments, whispering and nodding their heads in agreement. Eventually, the spokesman for the panel stood up, leaned into the microphone, and gave his answer before hundreds of people in that room: "Although there are differences in opinion among some regarding this issue, most biblical scholars believe that the Great Harlot mentioned in the Book of Revelation is the hierarchy of the Roman Catholic Church."

I can still remember the reaction of the large audience that day. The people all seemed to gasp in one accord. After that, the room became so quiet that you could hear a pin drop, as hundreds of people reflected on the grave words just proclaimed.

For many years after that, I was exposed again and again to teachings which declared that Catholics were not in Christ and in fact, belonged to the Antichrist. Catholics needed to be ‘saved.’ They were on their way to Hell.

After many years went by, I found myself thinking often of my memories growing up as a Catholic and attending Catholic school. What started out as mere nostalgia soon developed into a burning desire to return to the Catholic Church. Because I had been so brainwashed by the Protestant evangelical churches where the Catholic Church was concerned, I resisted and refused to go back, and this vicious, inner struggle lasted for many, many years.

One night, I had a dream. I was standing in the middle of a wilderness in complete darkness. I had no idea where I was or what direction to take. A man came to me out of nowhere and said, "Take the road that leads to the Catholics. You must take the road which leads to the Catholics."

When I shared this dream with certain people, I was told that the dream came from the evil one, not from God. Why would God lead me back into ‘the very darkness from which I had been mercifully saved?’ A few more years went by. Eventually, however, I decided to return, for the burning within me continued to intensify, and I couldn’t stand it any longer. God wanted me to return to the Catholic Church, and I was determined to find out why.

I can still remember the first time I went to Mass after being away from a Catholic church for almost 20 years. I walked into the sanctuary, dipped my fingers into the holy water, made the sign of the cross, genuflected, and sat down in the pew. I was stiff as a board, wondering what my evangelical friends would think if they knew where I was that morning.

As soon as the Mass began, and I heard the old familiar songs and prayers, tears welled up in my eyes, and I found myself desperately trying to keep my emotions under control. I felt like I had come home. I felt a peace and joy that I had not felt in a long, long time. Most shocking of all, however, was the Presence of the Holy Spirit, which I felt all around me, a Presence which I had been taught did not exist in Catholic churches. I was home. I had ‘taken the road that led to the Catholics,’ and that road led me home.

Eventually, my husband joined me at Mass, felt the same Presence, peace, and joy, and decided to become a Catholic as well.

Since returning to the Roman Catholic Church, I have come to learn that much of what I had been taught by the Protestant evangelical church leaders concerning Catholics is erroneous.

My purpose in writing this ‘letter’, dear brother, is not to discuss the doctrinal differences that exist between Catholics and Protestants. Men have been arguing over these doctrinal differences for hundreds of years, and nothing I could write in this brief letter to you will ever put a stop to it. These differences, unfortunately, are something that only Christ Jesus our Lord will be able to resolve in the glorious day of His return.

My purpose in writing is to set the record straight on what I am convinced is the most important issue of all that stands not only between Catholics and Protestants,but between Protestants and God. And I pray in Jesus’ Name that your heart will be open to this gentle rebuke.

In Saint Paul’s letter to the Philippian churches, he wrote to them as follows: "...not having a righteousness of my own, based on law, but that which is through faith in Christ, the righteousness from God that depends on faith..." {Php. 3:9].

This passage of Scripture, by the way, comes directly from my Catholic Bible, a Bible which you proclaim is ‘not of God.’

Catholics do not trust in their own righteousness, as we are often accused of doing. We, too, have placed our faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. We, too, believe that our righteousnesscomes from God. We also believe that this righteousness is dependent upon faith, a faith that must manifest itself in obedience to the Word of God if it is to be deemed valid in the sight of God.

Are there hypocrites who sit in Catholic churches, men and women who believe that all God desires is church attendance and nothing more? Unfortunately, we have them, and so do you.

Are there doctrinal differences which exist between Catholic Christians and Protestant Christians? Yes. But when it comes to the most important doctrines, we are completely unified. We, too, believe that Jesus is the Son of God Who suffered, died, was buried, and rose on the third day. We, too, believe that Jesus is seated at the right hand of God the Father, and that He will come again in glory to judge the living and the dead. Like you, we, too, believe that His Kingdom will have no end.

What I say to you, my Protestant brother, I say to you in love. For almost 20 years, I was taught that Catholics belonged to the Antichrist, and I believed it because I was ignorant of both the Scriptures and the Catechism of the Roman Catholic Church.

Do you know what you are saying, beloved, when you call your Catholic brother ‘antichrist?’ Do you know what this word means? The word ‘antichrist’ comes from the Greek word anticristos, which means against Christ. Those who are antichrist areopposed to Christ and are against Him.

If you would attend a Mass, you would see that it is completely centered around the Lord Jesus Christ. We do not worship a foreign god. Yet, you say that we oppose Christ. We cling to the same Gospel that you do, trusting in it just as much for our salvation as you do yours. Yet, you say that we are against our Beloved. When you call us antichrist, this is what you proclaim.

As one who is in the Lord Jesus Christ, I am convinced that God the Father accepts all who come to Him through faith in Jesus Christ and who worship Him in Spirit and in truth. When He looks upon His sons and daughters, He sees Christ, not Baptists, Pentecostals, Lutherans, Methodists, or any other denomination. Denominations have their origin in man, my brother, not God’s Spirit, which calls for complete unity in His Church.

Have you forgotten the words which Christ Jesus our Lord prayed to the Father before He went to the cross to suffer for our sins? "Holy Father," He prayed, "protect those Whom You have given to me by the power of your Name, the Name you gave Me - so that they may be one as We are one." [Jn 17:11].

Christ cried for unity, my brother, a unity which will never be as long as you insist on proclaiming that we belong to the Antichrist and you belong to Christ.

Who are you to judge Christ’s servants? Who are you to say this one is in Christ, and this one is not?

Have you forgotten Christ’s warning to those who accused him of being of another Spirit? People were being healed by the power of the Most High. The blind were receiving their sight, the deaf were able to hear, cripples were walking, lepers were being cleansed, and even the dead were being raised. And yet, when the Pharisees saw these things, they accused our Lord of receiving his power from Satan.

The Son of God was accused of being of another spirit, because He did not approach God and faith in the same manner that the Pharisees did. What did Jesus say to them? "Anyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven, but anyone who blasphemes against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven." [Lk 12:10].

Be careful, my brother, when you say that a Catholic belongs to the antichrist, for I believe that you are treading upon very dangerous ground. What you say about us,you say about the Spirit Who dwells in us. If we are of another spirit, then you are saying the same of Christ, who dwells in us, whether you want to accept this truth or not. When you proclaim these things, you repeat the folly of the Pharisees in Jesus’ day, who accused Him also of belonging to another spirit.

Jesus said to Simon Peter, "Do not call anything unclean which God has made clean." Yet, you refuse to see us as ‘clean.’

When you cast judgments upon another group of Christians because they do not believe exactly as you do, it is you yourself who stand in danger of being judged. When you can look at one who has been clothed in the righteousness of Christ, condemn him, and call him ‘unclean’ because he does not worship in the same way as you, it is you who are in danger of being condemned.

Doctrinal differences have existed from the very beginning, and unfortunately, they are here to stay until the return of our Lord Jesus Christ. At that time, it is Christ who will straighten out that which is wrong and that which is right. He is the Judge; not man.

But when one group of Christians can point to another group of Christians and say, "They belong to the Antichrist," a very dangerous line has been crossed.

Long ago, the Apostle Paul wrote a letter to the Corinthian churches in which he stated the following: "No one can say,’ Jesus is Lord,’ except by the Holy Spirit." [1 Co 12:3]. If Catholics were antichrist, as you believe them to be, they would not be able to proclaim the Lordship of Jesus Christ, for it is only by His Spirit that men can come to believe.

Over 2,000 years ago, Jesus was sitting with His disciples. One of His disciples, John, said to Him, "Teacher, we saw a man driving out demons in Your Name, and we told him to stop, because he was not one of us." He was not one of us. He doesn’t travel in our circles, say the same prayers that we pray, sing the same songs that we sing, or do the same things that we do. Therefore, he is not one of us. What was Jesus’ response? Jesus turned to His servant, who gently needed to be corrected in his attitude and tendency toward exclusion, and uttered the following words: "Whoever is not against Me is for Me." [Mk 9:40].

1.1 billion people in the world who identify themselves as Catholics believe that Jesus Christ is the Son of the living God and that apart from Him there is no salvation. Yet, you have said of them, "They are not one of us; they are against Christ. They are of another spirit."

I caution you in love, my Protestant brother, to take heed of Christ’s warning to the Pharisees who accused Him also of being of another Spirit, a spirit that wasagainst and opposed to God. His warning to them is meant for all of us, a warning that bears repeating again and again, because the message does not appear to be getting through.

Anyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven, but anyone who blasphemes against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven. When you say that the Spirit in a Catholic is the spirit of Antichrist, are you not in danger of committing this blasphemy?

Take heed, my brother. Be careful of calling ‘unclean’ that which Christ has made clean. Be careful of calling those who are in Christ ‘antichrist’ simply because they do not agree 100% with the things that you believe.

I implore you, in fear of the Most High God, to hold your tongue, defer all judgment, and place it into the hands of the Lord Jesus Christ, where it rightfully and truly belongs.

I am of Christ, and He is of God. What you say about me because I am Catholic, you have said about Him and His Spirit, for that Spirit dwells in me...

... and I in Him.

Assassin's Creed: Revelation details

2011-05-10T19:26:00.000-07:00

- This is not AC3, it's sort of an expansion like Brotherhood was. This game is supposed to clear up all the questions thusfar and bring a closing to the stories of "current characters".

- The game takes place in Constantinople at the beginning of the 16th century. The city is ripe with Templar activity and they fiercely battle the Ottoman. The city is said to be bigger and more populated than Rome, and will be split up into 4 large districts.

- You will once again be in the shoes of Ezio, who is now in his 50s. The game starts with Ezio going to Masyaf, the home of Altair in AC1, to look for information on Altair and the Creed. Ezio discovers that Masyaf has been overrun by Templars and after doing some investigating he learns of an extremely powerful artifact hidden inside of Masyaf. To get to it, he must find 5 ancient seals in order to gain access to it, however the Templars are also going after it.

- Ezio will make new friends, such as Suleiman, Yusuf Azim who is also a master assassin, and Sofia Sorto who makes Ezio question what his life would be like if he had never had to become an assassin.

- The Seals that Ezio seeks will also give you a glimpse of Altair's life and you will get a chance to play as Altair during these small sessions.

- Ezio will of course have an all new arsenal, but two of the main things are the new Hookblade, which will be attached to the hidden blade and allow Ezio to climb faster, grab enemies, ride on zip lines, and be 150% more badass. It's basically just a small blade with a curved end.

- The other new feature is Bomb Making. You will be able to craft over 300 different types of bombs from flash and smoke bombs to explosive and even bombs that drop caltrops to stop chasers.

- Eagle vision will also be much more advanced, you will be able to see where somebody, for instance a guard, has recently been or soon will be so you can lay traps in advance.

- Borgia Towers will return but will be much more advanced and offer more variety. Assassins will be more in-depth and you can even get missions from them as well as lose control of a "Den" you have previously taken over.

- There will be random missions, such as a merchant being robbed or a woman being assaulted that you can choose to do something about or just leave alone.

- The cinematic camera is also being changed.

- Desmond is in a coma from the end of Brotherhood, and the two assassins who find him put him back into an animus, as such he is basically trapped inside his own mind. Players will play as Desmond as he tries to reconstruct his mind and wake back up. Through doing this, players will also get a look into Desmond's past life. Desmond is basically looking for a "nexus" of where him, Ezio, and Altair all come together and why they do.

- Multiplayer will return but they promise it will be much better. Multiplayer will now be more story-driven to allow players to get a more in-depth view of the Templars and what they stand for. There is a new gamemode that will involve mutliplayer story quests. There will be more customization and more characters as well.

Assassin's Creed: Revelation?

2011-05-10T05:19:00.000-07:00

Once again, my dear readers... After I had post my post about AC:B... then I managed search out that Ubisoft is gonna release another series of AC, which is named - Assassin's Creed: Revelation... Well, I think it is also a direct sequel to AC:B... In AC:B, we know that Desmond was in Coma since after he stab Lucy and William M. knew about the location about the temple....

Well, there little details about this upcoming game... According to the details given, this time, we can play three characters in three different time period, Which is Altair Ibn-La Ahad from the third crusade period, Ezio Auditore, Renaissance Period and also Desmond Miles from Modern Assassins.. and the place will be in Istanbul( during Ezio's Timeline)/ Constantinople( during Altair timeline)... Not to be mistaken, both Istanbul and Constantinople were the same place... to know more about it.. u can search Wiki for more details about the place...

Since Ezio is consider the flagship for Ubisoft's Assassin's creed series... It also says this will be the final trilogy for Ezio's life( Damn, I really love Ezio this character), how Ezio know more about Altair.... it also says this is not AC 3... means We gt one more to go... wohoooo~~~

As my point of view, we will play Ezio as the main character, Altair will be the memory within the memory... Desmond still in coma until all the questions are solved- I think is about to find the other son of Altair... u remember, Desmond was asked find the Son of Eden, ya??? So, Desmond was finding it using Ezio's memory( because Ezio is trying to learn more from Altair and that's why he go to Istanbul) and when Desmond found it then he'll will awake. thus, it continued as AC 3...

This game will release around November, O please, Ubisoft.. pls dun delay the PC version of AC again... Looking forward to play it....

Here the news about AC:R:

We all found out that Assassin's Creed Revelations was real last week, and today, we know a whole lot more. Game Informer's June 2011 issue is arriving in subscribers' mailboxes now, and it's packed with information on Ubisoft's flagship title -- including that we're going to get to play as Altair, the protagonist from the first game.

While it's true that Assassin's Creed Revelations is the final installment of the Ezio trilogy, the story has him chasing down five seals that will allow him access to an important artifact in Masyaf (the setting of the first game). Each seal belonged to Altair, and when Ezio nabs one, he gets to relive Altair's memories like Desmond relives things through the Animus.

Hookblade!
Making the setup a bit more confusing is the fact that -- spoiler alert -- Desmond is in a coma but hooked up to the Animus when the game begins. Desmond needs to fight through "the black room," an Animus world made up of his shattered mind and "the futuristic architecture of the Animus" to find a specific memory where he, Altair, and Ezio collide.

When we are playing as Ezio, who is now more than 50 years old and questioning how he's spent his life, we'll have access to the hookblade. The one screen released of Assassin's Creed Revelations showed the curved blade on Ezio's arm, but Game Informer has the facts on it. The blade can still be used for killing people, but the device opens up a ton of new movement options. Ezio can use it to zipline around Constantinople, propel himself up walls, and flip over opponents without breaking stride.

"It makes free running more fluid, faster, and more fun," Creative Director Alexandre Amancio told Game Informer. "It speeds up navigation by about 30 percent."

Also joining the fray in Assassin's Creed Revelations is the ability to make bombs. Game Informer said the game employs a simple crafting system that allows us to create more than 300 different bombs that range from flash bangs to smoke bombs.

While a lot of the Game Informer article detailed brand new features, the piece also focused on returning favorites that have been touched up. Multiplayer is back, but it's packing a story. As you increase your rank, you're moving up in the world of Abstergo and getting to know the Templar organization. This time around, you can change your character's appearance, create guilds, and craft your own coat of arms. Matchmaking will be faster, we'll be able to create custom playlists, and Ubisoft is planning Assassin's Creed tournaments.

On the single-player side, eagle vision is now "eagle sense" and will allow Ezio to listen in on far away conversations, hear heartbeats and predict where guards will move. There will be areas to infiltrate similar to the Lairs of Romulus from the last game, but they're based on an "undisclosed historical figure." Ezio's love interest this time around is a bookseller known as Sofia Sorto, who isn't a real person but is based on the Albrecht Durer painting "Portrait of a Young Venetian Woman."

We'll have more on Assassin's Creed Revelations as we move toward E3, but make sure you pick up the June 2011 issue of Game Informer for the full story on Ezio's return, new multiplayer characters, and more.

Assassin's Creed: brotherhood -Finally done

2011-05-10T04:35:00.000-07:00

Hello, my dear readers... today I'm would like to share u about this game... Assassin's creed: brotherhood... It a sequel from AC 2, right after the end of the game... It continued our middle aged hero - Ezio Auditore... the plot of this game is nice... tells u more about Ezio's life and also our side-kick Desmond miles...

In ezio's life, which most of the game is about... tell us about Rome... and his life in Rome, this time... his enemy is not rodrigo borgia anymore, but his son, Ceasere Borgia... this game tell us about the fight between ezio and Ceasere..

In Desmond's life, tell us about the modern Assassins and the end of the World by 2012...

Well, the part in the game that I like is the siege of Monteriggioni.

Siege of Viana-

And also the love memory between Ezio and Christina... Wao love it... So sweet and sad, of course~~ ( if me, I would also do that)

And of course, this game does make me felt that I'm in Rome.... Vatican city~~ the places which I hope to go there... Love it... thx Ubisoft... I do love the geographic background... it suits us all...

and the fact about the apple was very true... haha...

well, there a lots of question need to be solve after the end of the game... Will lucy be alive, where the temple is?? where is the next setting... still, I hope i can gt more about when AC3 announced... Can't wait....

Dream or an Answer??

2011-05-08T19:01:00.000-07:00

Morning, readers... today this topic is not about my continuation of my love life... but something else.... I'm here to share wif u...

Last night I prayed before I went to sleep, I pray to God that hope He can show me the suitable girl for me.... then I went to sleep.... during in my dream, there was a girl appeared in my dream... U know who that girl might be, my dear readers?? that girl is none other than Miss K... I'm sure u all know who is she, ya??? I'm sure no need for me to retrace it again ya?? After I woke up from my dream, I was shocked... izzit the lord's answer or???

I'm sorry for Doubtful, lord... but izzit she's the suitable girl for me??

what do u think, my dear readers?? give me some comments, thanks??

Tidal waves by Owl Cities and literal meaning by william0

2011-05-03T18:34:00.000-07:00

Lyrics:
I wish I could cross my arms
And cross your mind
'Cause I believe
You'd unfold your paper heart
And wear it on your sleeve

All my life I wish I broke mirrors
Instead of promises
'Cause all I see is a shattered conscience
Staring right back at me

I wish I had covered all my tracks completely
'Cause I'm so afraid
Is that the light at the far end of the tunnel,
Or just the train?

Lift your arms
Only Heaven knows
Where the danger grows
And it's safe to say
There's a bright light up ahead
And help is on the way

I forget the last time I felt brave
I just recall insecurity
'Cause it came down like a tidal wave
And sorrow swept over me

Depression, please cut to the chase
And cut a long story short
Oh, please be done
How much longer can this drama afford to run?

Fate looks sharp
Severs all my ties
And breaks whatever doesn't bend
But sadly then,
All my heavy hopes just pull me back down again

I forget the last time I felt brave
I just recall insecurity
'Cause it came down like a tidal wave
And sorrow swept over me

Then I was given grace and love
I was blind but now I can see
'Cause I found a new hope from above
And courage swept over me

It hurts just to wake up
Whenever you're wearing thin
Alone on the outside
So tired of looking in

The end is uncertain
And I've never been so afraid
But I don't need a telescope
To see that there's hope
And that makes me feel
Brave

Meaning:

I wish you would give me a chance to convince you that i do love you
i wish instead of breaking promises, i only broke mirrors so i didnt have to look at myself anymore
i wish i could hide my past so i dont have to worry if it will bring on something bad
nobody knows how to avoid the bad things in the future, but i know God will help me through

im not a very confident person
i only know low self esteem
which hits me so hard i get depressed

depression please finish up
i dont know how longer this can continue
when i think things are gonna turn out ok,
they never do, and my spirits get crushed

(tidal wave part again)
then God found me
He healed me
i have found hope in God
He has given me courage

everything hurts when youre depressed
and you feel alone
i dont know how things are gonna end and that scares me
but its not hard to see God is with me and that makes me feel brave

My love life... (part 6)

2011-05-01T02:20:00.000-07:00

Hello, My dear friends and readers... here am I to continue the love life of the famous KCl.... Hmm... Where Did I end my story last time ah??? Hmmm Let me go and see first....

Ok... I gt it... Since KCl was dating wif her dream boy.... I was crushed(again).... Nearly everyday I walk back to my class after recess, I surely will saw her and her Boyfriend..... haiz.... That time, I was wondering again.. why the Lord play a joke on me again... Am I too stupid to fell for it???

Well, indeed I too stupid for it... Even though I knew they were dating... I still care about her.... I gt infos about her through my friend... knowing what she did lately and so on... Even she involve in the Music Festival, I even go and watched her performed.... I remember that day, I saw her performed nicely... but again, I was struck again... when I saw her and her bf again... a bit regret to come... >.<

Then nearly at the end of my Form 4, after I had my Exams... I saw her again, but she not with the boy alr.... Then when I was in KK, I heard rumours that She alr broke up wif the boy... When I heard it, Damn... I was very happy... So, I let her recover again... I try to sms to comfort her an so on... I remember I even go and skipped classes juz to see her practice dancing..... I still remember that when I was in KL wif my best buddy, We both brought things to the person we like... I brought a necklace for her... She says her phone always no credit, I change my hp from maxis to digi...

I still remember that when I was in form 5, first day at school I purposely wait her juz to pass the necklace that I brought for her in KL... sadly though, She haven't arrived When i need to go, so I ask her friend to pass to her... after the first day of school, Her friend sms me that she accept the present, I was happy... but then her friend told me that she pass back the present to her friend again... asking her to pass back to me... Saying that If she accept the present, means she accept to be my bf... I was sad then when I gt back the necklace, I pass it to miss K...

that didn't end my chase for her, nearly valentine's day... I went wif my friends to Servay to buy chocolate for each of the girls that we loved... I brought it and secretly pass to her in school during Perhimpunan... When She saw the chocolate, Inmedialty she knew that I'm the one who pass her the chocolate... juz 5 periods of the school time that same day, the whole Form 4 class knew I give it to her...

She didn't gave any reaction or any progress in our relationship... Then I was in Kudat trip wif my church Priest along the others.. One of there are her friends, whenever I talk how I gonna chase her, her friend surely will turn me down... meaning her friends doesn't agreed that I go and chase her...

I also remember that, one friday... Under a hot sun, before my tuition at 3 in Tyng, me and my best Buddy walk around the Taman juz to know where she live... Well, two dumb person walk around the whole Taman, until we wanted to gave up, and in the way back to our tt teacher house, we then realised that the house was juz one road apart from our tt teacher's house... wasted our time, but is worth it for me....

Then here's the ending part, In april, she still gave any respond to me.... then one day in cocum, I finally take up my guts and ask her.... sadly, she turn me down....

Since then, our relationship collapse.. until now, we didn't talked anything anymore... not that I dun wan to... dun know who's problem... For ur info, after I proposed to her unsuccessfully, after 3 weeks she's back with her ex-bf until now....

Well, that's all about the famous KCl..... stay tune for two mores....

Ciao~~~

Portal 2 Review

2011-04-28T17:38:00.000-07:00

Good morning, my dear readers... how have u all been??? good??? haha... well, it's quite long time since I didn't post anything after Easter day, ya?? Well, before I start my post about my love life... I'm here to show u a game that I juz recently finish.... Which is the funny puzzle solve game that Valve created - Portal 2....

Well, Portal 2 is a sequal to Portal... For those who didn't play portal before... well, I advised u go and download or buy this game and try it... I'm sure u will love it...

Portal series is actually a portal puzzle solve game... The player was given nothing but a portal gun... the game objective is to make portals for urself and escape the facility through beating all the test...

Well, once again Valve didn't fail the gamers since they didn't come out any games since the orange box... Indeed, valve and Gabe really stuck in the portal because they can't have the cake... So, they put Half-life 2 Episode 3 aside and try to best to get along wif the portal.... >.< And Portal 2 is a very changeling game... it require u to think and think in order to solve the puzzles... Last time, I use nearly one day and half day(I think) to finish Portal... but Portal 2 require me nearly four days to finish the game... wao...

At the early test, it's quite easy to solve... some even as same as the original Portal but the later part of the game is hard... It's always give u this concept... u always think this puzzle is easy to solve, then u are wrong.. It is hard to solve.... If u think that puzzle is hard to solve, it is easy to solve... >.<

Well, I dun wan to reveal any of the plot of this game... I juz wan to comment it... It's a very good and funny game... the graphic has changes nicely compared to Portal... and is harder to solve it if u dun ahve enough patient to solve it... >.<

For me, I would give it - 9.8/10.... juz 0.3 difference wif IGN... It's a very great game... the story is great... give u more detail about AS... and also I guess the next game they gonna out is Episode 3..... since they had given some idea about what is AS and Black Mesa and also they hinted some in Portal 2... so, come on Valve.... We are waiting for Episode 3..... We also dun mind u make more of this portal game.... WE want Freeman....

By the way, here's the pics I like for this game... >.<

Potato~~~~

Love the lemon hate the bird... muhaha..

and Gonna find lemon soon......

And Freeman is roaming around for his part in Episode 3....

My love life... (part 5)

2011-04-23T21:17:00.000-07:00

Once again, hello my dear fellow readers... First of all, Happy Easter to all of u especially to the Christians.. We juz celebrated the Easter vigil last night... Which mean the easter triduum for this year 2011 has come to an end... anyway, back to my topic today... I think some of the readers can't wait to read the part 5... many of them keep on asking me why I don't post it... well, here's it....

Erm... where should I begin with.... Hmm.... Ok, I got it.... it happened during post- miss T.... I still remember it was, after PMR... everyone of us were very happy... to celebrate our form 3 year end... We all prepare to go to annual dinner of our school during November... And the time saw her is on the 24 October 2008. The first time i saw her, she was on the stage, dancing... and i juz get interest on her onli but not yet crush on her... coz that time i was having broken heart with mis T... And still in no mood....

And the i first time crush on her is on 1 November 2008, in the dinner... By that time, i was preparing for the band things and the bugle call... and I saw her again for the second time... this time she wore very beautiful nite gown... like a cute angel.... but the thing that caught my eyes is her eyes and her lips when she smile... After the performance, I packed my trumpet back to the van, once again she appeared in front of me...

During the dinner, me and my friend felt bored so we decided to go out for a walk.. As we joke around whether we should go to the pub... then again, on the walkway to the pub I saw the angel again... As she and her friends walk passed me, she give a smile to me... Then once again, at the end of the dinner... I was chatting wif my friends, then when I turn back and saw her again... Well, 4 times in one night... my dear readers there's something ya?? think this should be the cup of my tea and after the dinner, i then know who she was and ask one of my friend to give me her number..... Well, my dear readers... do u believe o not if I says until now I still remember what she wore that night.... If i'm not mistaken, i got ask her about the cost of the hair making... she says Rm20... i think...

The next day i started to sms her and become her friend... then days before the school holiday, I always walk to her class juz to see her.. when we both met, we both smile...

During the school holiday, I always hoping to see her in the streets... but so far not a chance.. but later in sms I found out that she's active in swimming, then I go and try my luck... Blessed the Lord, i did saw her 4 out of 5 time but sadly, she didn't saw me at all....

Nearly at December, my friend ask me to tell her that my feeling towards her but i didn't wan coz i scare she's nt the one wan to be together and i had nearly 3 weeks didn't sms her coz i'm busy about the christmas caroling until christmas eve i sms her.. wishing her Merry christmas... and when the PMR result came out, she's the only girl i told besides my family... She the onli one that i sms to when i'm in KK and she's in Sandakan and Tawau during that holiday. Since I met her, i can't forget about her, always think about her... And hoping to see her on the first day of the school 2009... And I thought that she must be another gift for me by my Lord God.

Well, on the first day at school i did met her and i was very happy... I was in form 4... and she's in form 3... and her class was opposite of mine... and i nearly sms her everyday.. my crush for her is getting strong.... I also make up a name for her, KCl from chemistry formula since KCl is the strongest reaction and suitable refer her... until Many of friend advise me to go and court wif her, but i say to them:" it's still early, wait until February then i make up my mind"

My crush for her is getting hot gossip among the senior, one day, a guy go and ask me izzit I crush on her and getting ready to chase her, I says: " yea, soon I will go and court her" But the things had change, the longer the time, there's something begin to surface... She had a crush wif a Form 4 boy but sadly is not me and another the person i knew... And they together.... by that time, i was very sad.. don't know wat to do but my friend told me to wait and i wait wait wait until May... they broke away(nt because of me) and i think i might have a chance and i giv her time to recover her wound

Finally i had wait over, and i find a suitable day and express my feeling( she's the only one i say " I Love You" out of the four girls) towards her through sms and guess wat...?

She didn't reply me.. and i thought that she nid time to think about it... but the other day, my other friend told me that she had another boyfriend... and by that time, i was very shock and stun.... I don believe him until one day, after my Bio class, i came out of the lab and saw her with the other boy... I don't know wat should do and i felt lost since that day... i try to excommunicate wif her.. but i can't and finally talk wif her again.. but now seems less day per day... But still i can't forget her.... and wat can i do? juz saw her and her boy friend together... Sound stupid, yea?

Here's about the famous KCl part 1... there's more... need sometime to write it...

Stay tune....

Ciao.....

Gonna busy in this weekend...

2011-04-20T17:41:00.000-07:00

Well, good afternoon my fear readers... this coming weekend gonna be a big and busy day for Catholics.... It's Holy Thursday, Good Friday and Easter Vigil... means that it's also consider busy weekend for me, as an altar servers of St. Mary's Cathedral... So, I dun know whether can post my part 5 by this weekend... Anyway, I'll try my best on it... take care, yo....

I realised......

2011-04-19T19:02:00.000-07:00

Today, i was at the parish office... I was asked to take the crucifix from the Parish Hall back to sacristy... I thought I was an easy job, since During serving Good Friday mass every year, we the knight of the Altar always carry from the sacristy to the altar for the people to kiss it...

But juz now on my way carry it back to sacristy, I realised it's not light.. It's very heavy... juz a short distance back from Parish Hall to Sacristy, i alr like grasping for rest,sweating and my muscles start to pain....

But compared what Jesus had carry for us, that big cross and the rocky road... mine is not even reached 5% of his pain and tired... I realised that Jesus was indeed a very brave person... Both human and God... He really carry the cross, with the help of Simon of Cyrene, walk the rocky road, fell three times, nail on the cross, one spread on his Side, and die for our Sins... I felt touched during I carried the cross back... I felt like Simon, helping jesus to carry the cross... Or should I say, Statue of Jesus on the Crucifix give me strength so that I can carry back to Sacristy??

Felt touched all of sudden.... T.T

My love life... (part 4)

2011-04-18T17:34:00.000-07:00

Hey, dear readers... sorry for didn't post my part 4 for last two days.. coz i was busy.... So, here the continuation of Miss T/ Miss L..

Last post I tell u guys about how i met her and after the dilemma to choose I finally purpose to her... ya?? Well, since she accepted me.. She want me to promised her a few things before we can start dating... Here's the most important deal: do not let her parents knew about us... That's an easy job, eh?? So long there's no people tell her parents, so long we can be together... I accepted..

But our relationship didn't last long... there's two version behind this...

juz two weeks that we had been together, the most importance deal had been broken.. First version, Not by me or her... is by someone I knew... because that person also like her... but she choose me instead of him... there's jealously in him... so, he did all the necessary to separated us.... First of all, she always 'poison' me in front of her... tell her that I'm not loyal to her and so on... then that person is very close to her parents so he go and tell her parents... make her lose faith on me... one day, I still remember, I go to Giant and buy a necklace for her as my first love gift to her... And also to show her that I love her... I passed to her during co-curriculum.... she says she likes it...

On the 4th of July 2008, I go and find her as usually... but she didn't look at me at all... I thought something must happen to us... then on the recess, her friend pass me a letter... but when I look on the letter, my heart was broken before I can finish reading the letter... my friend ask me wat happen, and when he read the letter I passed to him, he straight away throw away the letter... and start to comfort me... That is my first failure in my dating relationship... i can't sleep well, eat well, no mood to eat at all and so on... I then pray to Lord God, why does this happen to me??? why He wan to took away the gift that He gave me??? Why he wan me to suffer again...

I still remember on sunday, I was in BB.. Until I don't dare to see her again... she then pass me back the gift I gave her earlier.. With a letter stated that, this gift should give to the person whom u love the most... I'm not match wif this gift....

And this broken hearted course me to put anger to that person until I was scolded by one of my senior in BB due I can't focus on the BB things... I tried to repair the relationship but she keep on avoid me... Example, I join the stress survivor's camp, I try to get close to her... but she ignore me... There's nothing I can do more... because I have to prepare my time for my PMR... thus, make the end of our relationship...

There's another version stating that, she and that boy placed a bet on me... as long as she broke up wif me, he will give her RM 50.00... but is that the truth??!! I dun know... the real reason until now I also dun know....

But there's something again... When I was in Form 5, I met her again in Junior Block... and she ask for my blazer... During that time, I already put her aside... so i pass my blazer for her.. and she took off for awhile... then her friend come back and pass me my blazer... According to my the other friend... He saw that after I pass my blazer to her... She hug deeply to my blazer for quite sometimes then passed back to her friend for me... Is that something??? And also, I'm a AJK prefect during that time, she suddenly become a prefect also... when I wan to leave the school alr, she also wan to drop out from the prefect board... but in the end, she didn't.... advise taken from her most respected brother...

coincidence？？？？

That all for Miss T...

Next post, I think some of the readers really wan to know about this girl... because this girl consider the most hot case and well known in my love life....

So, stay tune....

Ciao!!!!

My love life... (part 3)

2011-04-16T06:01:00.000-07:00

Once again, hello to my dear readers... And a very good Evening to u all... Before I continue this again... I want to thanks to who praise my blog or even this post... I try my best to keep my Blog alive so that u all might know some of my personal life or the knowledge I want to share wif u all... THANK YOU!!!!

Ok, enough talking... I guess some of the readers wan to know who is the star for this post.. O ya, one more... Juz want u all know, I wrote not because I wan to criticised to those I had loved them before... I juz wan to express it out due all of this kept in my life for many many yrs.. So, criticism in these post is not my point, ok???

Since after Miss F and Miss K, I keep myself from fell in love in other girls for a quite short time... Until I met this person, Miss T or Miss L (they are the same person)... That time I was in form 3 and if i'm not mistaken, the first time I met this girl was during I having my chinese class.. I remembered she came into our class, which is 3B to find someone.. but she came into wrong class and left quickly, then my teacher says something about her... since that, she came to my memory... then later I met her again in my uniform parade meeting which is boys brigade, she was in GB..

And that time, my friends all notice her and even one of them jokily says he interested in her and force me to take her number/ email... I remember the first time I talk to her is in Canteen, recess... she was wif her friend sitting on the table and having her Maggie hotcup( If I'm not mistaken).. The first time I ask her, she seems like don't care what I says then after awhile wrote it down for me... then I pass to my friend which he says he interested in her... Meanwhile, I secretly add her in Friendster( during that time, there's no facebook in my brain) then we started to chat and get to know each others.. And also, one time in BB and GB Founder's day, she was beside me when we in the marching squad....And Sometimes when I look down to her class after recess, I can see her secretly look at me... I guess there's something..

One day, I remember it was KH class.... I was ask by my teacher to go to staff room to take something.. While on my way to staff room, I met her and her friend... she give me a sweet smile then quickly ran away... then I thought what happen then her friend told me secretly that she likes me... then all my puzzles are solved, Finally there's someone whom I love and she also do the same thing...

then on the next day, I tried to ask her friend izzit true.. and she says it's positive... then i thought Thank God for giving such blessing and gift... but there's a problem, one of friends says he is interested on her... how am I gonna solve it?? because he's my best friend ever and if I did that, I felt like I betray him... I kept it in my heart for few weeks... then one day, in the camp for preparation to go to KK for BB Pesta 2008, i finally to him about it and tell him why I treat him coldly and he told me he was joking and he know that I like Miss T and encourage me greatly...

When I'm KK, I can't stop dream about her... and keep on think when to tell her... I also gt tempted because there's another girl also interested in me in the camp... I trap into dilema, whether to choose Miss T or this girl?? I've been fight it for my whole camp.. But finally gt the answer, that I'm in love with Miss T...

So, what u think I'm gonna do next??? of course I go to propose to her... Since on the first week I came back to sdk, I give my proposed letter to her right after Sunday parade.... And guess what?? she accepted me.... that's means I gt a girlfriend first time in my life... I'm so proud of it... That's my huge success...

That's the first part for this Miss T about how I success...

And due to very long, I'm gonna post on the next post about her again about my downfall.... expect will be short I guess....

Stay Tune....

Ciao.....

My love life... (part 2)

2011-04-12T22:56:00.000-07:00

Well, my dear readers.. thx u for reading my first part of my love life... Well, today I gonna write part 2.. well, on part 1 I told u about my first crush, Miss F ya?? Ok, today I'm gonna tell my next crush, which is my Miss K.. Not to mistake wif KCl ah... This is the other girl ah...

Well, This miss K is during the era I like Miss F... I still remember the first time I met her... I'm in form 1 and she's juz in peralihan... we start to met in a tuition class... at first I didn't notice her at all until one of my friends start to talk about her then that's the first time i know her name... I still remember he talk about her until we all scold by teacher, and that's the first time I saw her smile...

later on, we start to sit together then since that day, we knew each other very much... We play, talk, scold by teacher etc... most of the time, I always wait her finish tt and pui her until her parents come and pick her up.... During that period, I found out that I had crush on her... I also knew that she also like me.... So, then we finally confess to each other...

But during that time, don't what the heck happened to me... I guess something wrong in my mind.... And because I still can't let go Miss F.... So I did something which I had regret for yrs until now.... Since that day we confess, the day after tomorrow I rejected her... I know that still might hurt her much although she always said she alr forgot.. And i did that for twice to her... Until I finally can let go of Miss F.. She alr date wif another boy le... so, what can I do?? That's my bad, and I cause it become like that... So, I juz watch them together, depart and single until now...

But that didn't mark the end of our relationship, it still continued in my later life... u can refer in one post in my blog - (http://dk-crusader.blogspot.com/2010/09/to-you-someone-will-know-who-am-i.html)... that about her de... I try to chase her back... but until now... I don have any progress on it... Izzit the payback for me leh, my dear readers?? I guess so...

One more thing, my dear readers... there a question I wan to ask... based on this post, I wan to know to that 'Am I consider a playboy'???

that's about my part 2....

there's more....

Part 3 is about my first success and yet my second worst failure....

Stay tune, guys...

Ciao..

My love life... (part 1)

2011-04-11T23:26:00.000-07:00

Hello, my dear readers... it's been awhile since I post something in this blog... (except this morning that one)... So, I'm gonna share wif u about this topic... which is My love life...

Well, i forgot whether I did posted this Blog before.... anyway, I gt the feeling to write this... so, better write it juz to stress out my mind... muhaha...

Ok, I guess someone will says why I wanted to write is topic, won't u felt shame for it?? Well, I don't think so... coz that juz my old memories which changes my life... Enough talk lah....

Well, my first crush is Miss F... she's the one that I love the longest so far and the most beautiful girl in my life... I guess nearly 4 yrs... which is from primary 6 to form 2... I knew her since we were in primary 5.. that time she was my so called 'enemy'.... basically we both always talk bad against each other and slap each other... Quite stupid ya? Well, that our life during that time...

I start to crushed her when I was in Primary 6, I still remember it... It happened when I open the newspaper one day(which is Sunday).. and saw her pics(during that time, she always involve in the many competition such as singing, debate, poem, etc)... that the first time I felt something different to her... then I know, I had crush on her... since then, we didn't slap each others anymore... eventually, we had become close friends.. nt until, my secret crush for her had been expose to her by one of my so called " trusted friends"... since that day, she didn't talk to me anymore... I was sad and shame because of this... And we didn't see each other anymore until we finish UPSR...

One day, I was called by my friends from her class to help out in the store... I didn't know that I will meet her again... Well, for the first fews days.. we continued our 'cold war'... Not until one day she scolded me for nt properly arrange the book, then we argued... then when the case solve, our relationship become close again...

but it become worst when we in secondary school... I watch her have her first date, broke-up, become famous and so on... During that time, I still like her, so I wait until I'm in Form 2.. then I personally expressed my feeling towards her in Loteng... sadly, She turn me down... says I should find another one since I gt any fans during that time... then this end our relationship... but I still ask for her latest life...

Stay tune for Part II...

Ciao...

to all LC or Hypocrites peeple

2011-04-11T19:23:00.000-07:00

dont always think that the people praise u and don say a negative thing about u and u will very very very chuan and go 也文也武.... juz because they don't wan to sinned then they don do that... If they do, I assure u.... u will shame until u go to hide.... So, This is the quote for u.... 面子是别人给的，脸是自己丢的... remember that, hypocrites and LC peoples!!!

DanKCl's future life

2011-03-30T20:24:00.000-07:00

Hello, my dear readers... How are u all been doing??? Ok?? I hope so... Well, some of u might ask me that what am I going to do next after I taken my SPM results... Hmm... Well, I'm going to leave sdk for further studies... Where?? In Kuching, Sarawak... What school?? Swinburne sarawak(I think many won't know what school is this, many will know Curtin but Curtin is not in Kuching).... What course? Foundation of IT/MM... when do I leave?? 5/8/2011( as stated in my clock Blog)

So, there's still 4 months before I leave for Kuching... so, wondering what I can do before I leave sdk?? How about I go for a date?? muhaha... nobody will wan me de lah... Zzz... Any idea??

Wondering how's my life will going to be when I study there??? Hmm....

Dear Vienna lyrics and meaning

2011-03-30T20:22:00.000-07:00

I regarded the world as such a sad sight
Until I viewed it in black and white
Then I reviewed every frame and basic shape
And sealed the exits with caution tape
Don�t refocus your eyes in the darkness
And don�t remember this place unless
I describe all the things that you cannot see
And we�ll unravel the mystery

Farewell, all my friends in textbooks, I�m going home
Cuz my blood cells cannot depend on the weather in photographs
There�s a light show out my window somewhere way up there
Dear Vienna, are you singing?
Dear Vienna, are you swinging?
Dear Vienna, we were happy like the shades of May when we got carried away

I was so far out of place
Watching those stars in outer space
Cuz I am so far from where you are
There�s a light show out my window somewhere way up there
Dear Vienna, are you breathing?
Dear Vienna, are you dreaming?
Dear Vienna, we were happy like the shades of May when we got carried away

Meaning(Armycot):

"Dear Vienna"

Somebody is writing to his ex-girlfriend, who left him because he became too much of a burden. He's telling her a story of how he changed his life and trying to convince her to come back.

"I regarded the world as such a sad sight"

He doesn't appreciate life at all. He stays in his room all day, harms himself and considers suicide seriously because of temporary problems.

"Until I viewed it in black and white"

This is where the 'somebody' changes. He sees from another, worse off person's point of view and realizes that his life could be much worse than it is.

"Then I reviewed every frame and basic shape
And sealed the exits with caution tape"

So the somebody changes dramatically. He does things he always wanted to do, tries new things and lives his life to the fullest. He also makes sure he will never become the way he was.

"Don't refocus your eyes in the darkness
And don't remember this place unless
I describe all the things that you cannot see
And we'll unravel the mystery"

I feel like this is 'Vienna' writing back. She's telling him to do fun things, but also learn to relax, and to not abandon his former self(before the depression and stuff), and when the other guy denies it, she shows him pictures of wodnerful things they used to do before she broke up with him(unraveling the mystery). So he promses to change and gets back with 'Vienna'.

The next few lines might describe how 'Vienna' feels like it still isn't the same as before so she decides to break up with him again and says that she needs to move on to better things that she always wanted to do, and tries to break it off. But the guy is still calling her over and over again. Then he realizes how out of place he was by thinking she still would love him, so he moves on and does his own thing. and now knows that he doesn't need her to be happy, but they still stay in touch, writing letters once in a while.

From my point of View... I'm a Epic Failure in all kind of things... Such a loser....

2011-03-23T17:27:00.000-07:00

Well, my dear readers.. This post contain jealousy and anger... I don't expect u to read this one... But I can't hold it in my heart anymore... So, I juz write it out juz to express my anger...

First of all, is my studies... I'm sure all of u, readers had read my post yesterday stating that the release of SPM result, ya?? And u also know my results... I don't mean that I wan to protest anything... I juz felt sad and angry at myself... if i can study very hard, today's newspaper should have my pics and my name... Now I even lose to those whom I had win them in classes... Such a loser.... This is called jealousy as sins, izzit??

Secondly, is the relationship... I had been such loser in romance relationship since I enter into my teenager's life... Do u believe that I never had real date before??? Don't say that I don't chase girls before... they juz don't accept me... I had been searching the reason from 13 yrs old until 19 yrs old... Many of many friends says I'm had too much girls to befriend wif until I act like a boy those who are not serious in relationship... Some also says, I juz onli depends on the outer beauty not the inner beauty of the girls.. Whenever they talk those to me, I juz smile at them... They really don't know the real facts... And of course they don't know what am I think about this... Because u know why, my dear readers... they who tell me that are either a shot success dating or many times of dating alr...

Well, as a boyfriend for the girl u like.. Of course u'll say ur girl is the most beautiful girl in ur world.. no matter how the others people says how ugly or bad she is... U still love her izzit?? So, I also like this.. but u guys didn't know it.. And I doesn't says that I'm those boy who are not serious in relationships... I'm freaking serious on it... Of course u always that sometimes I chat wif girls but not the person I like.. because I scared.. that's my weakness... even now, my colleagues also state that as my weakness... I always scare to give the girl that I like the bad imagine for me... And not many girls will give the second chance... Unlike those always one shot can success, juz because got friends and her family to support u....

I'm really stress about it... in my life, I'm always surround by many thing that make me to gt jealous wif... Such as studies, money, gf and even height they also wan to compare... I know they good... They pro... Juz this world is never fair... And I'm alone wif all this things as a loser... and keep in my heart and act normal and stupid towards the others as a loser.... I'm so freaking stress......

Can you all pls stop steeping me down??!!!

Merda!!!!!

The Results... Finally!!!

2011-03-22T23:36:00.000-07:00

Dear Readers.... Finally, the results for my SPM come out... I score 6 A's 5 B's and 1 D's.... And the D is my chinese... Well, I expect chinese will be bad right after my SPM... but who knows, it become worst... T.T

Izzit Temptation?? Since my friend score C (before that he was worst than me) and I score D?? Anyway, thank you all of u who prayed for me... And pray that I won't fell into temptation since now is the season of Lent...

I will try my best when I study in College.... I won't lose this time....

Less than 3 hours....

2011-03-22T16:34:00.000-07:00

Dear readers... morning... today is a big day for me.... which is the release of SPM results... now less than 3 hours... Later, I will go to school and take results... Nervous..... Will I score Well??? Pls pray for me, My dear readers..... thank you.... May the Lord God bless u all.... ^^

What's ur opinion??

2011-03-21T20:29:00.000-07:00

Well, dear readers... Today when I working at church, I followed Fr. Philip and Maria Lu to visit the old people and anoint them wif oil... I drive them to the people's house.. on the first stop, was the house in Sim Sim... we went there for confession and anointing of the oil... I felt pity for for them when during praying 'Our Father', the wife of the man cry... Well, do u know why I felt pity for them, my dear readers?? Here's the reason, the family were very poor.. And they can't offer us anything, money or wat-so-ever as a return... And her wife saw Fr. Philip don't wan anything, she felt touched and cry... Same as the others 3 houses... Fr. Philip don wan anything but juz to come and give blessing, no matter they are rich or poor...

So, what do u feel when u saw this kind of situations??? would u felt the same thing as I felt??

1 more days.... How's it gonna like???

2011-03-20T19:05:00.000-07:00

Hello, dear readers... How's u all had been?? Good??? If u good, then I'm glad that u can read my blog today... Today's post: The results of my SPM.... @.@

Can't believe it already been 3 months I had finished my SPM... This day had finally coming... Juz one more day... then can see my results is good or no good... This year is quite late the results come out... And this make many of the last year form 5 students (including me) very nervous... Still, Pls pray for me and all of us... so that we can gt a good results on it... 1 more day to go.... wondering what gonna like.... Amen!!!

Artist Form Music Album represent my current feeling..

2011-03-14T03:47:00.000-07:00

Hello, my dear readers... Today's post: u can know my current feeling through the songs I listen...

Owl Cities - shows that I'm try to recover my failed relationship or anything and continue to move on.

Linkin park - shows that I'm very sad... in term of my relationship or anything make me moody~~

Boys like Girls - shows that I'm in love...

Hymn - shows that I'm in the mood of Holy~~

Chinese songs - either sad or idle mood...

Soundtrack - in Calm mood..

others songs - For fun...

Current song that I listen - Owl Cities

So, shows that......

that's all about today.... Good day...

>.< Ciao...

Fireflies lyrics by Owl Cities and meaning by richtermic

2011-03-13T18:20:00.000-07:00

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
Because they'd fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude but I'd just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because everything is never as it seems

Because I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance
A foxtrot above my head
A sockhop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because everything is never as it seems

When I fall asleep leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
Because i feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep?

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird because I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell
But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
Because I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because everything is never as it seems

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because everything is never as it seems

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

Meaning:

Verse 1:
The fireflies represent the girl, and they "leave teardrops everywhere" because they are seperated at the end of the summer. And he would be "rude, but [he'd] just stand and stare" at the girl walking away from him when she has to leave.

Chorus:
He wants to "make [himself] believe that the planet earth turns slowly" because he doesn't want her to leave, and he would like to spend as much time with her as possible. When she leaves he wants to be asleep so he can dream aout her.

Verse 2:
Again, the lightening bugs (fireflies) represent the girl. She gives him "ten thousand hugs" and try to "teach [him] how to dance." And the "disco ball hanging by a thread" can represent a dance the boy & girl went to - or - it can represent the time that they have left to spend to together.

Verse 3:
"Leave my door open just a crack" the door represents his heart, and when she leaves after the summer, he is saying that his heart will be left open for her. The echo says, "Please take me away from here" that is the girl saying: take me away from this life to their life together forever. He "feels like such an insomniac" because he is nervous about how their relationship will last over the time they are apart - or - he is nervous because he doesn't want to be without her.

Verse 4:
Again, the fireflies reprsent the girl. He wants to cry when they have to say goodbye at the end of the summer. But he "knows where several are" means he knows where he can go to find happiness and memories of her, which is in his dreams. He will save those dreams "in a jar" or his memory.

If My Heart Was a House lyrics by Owl City and meaning by oceaneye...

2011-03-10T16:26:00.000-08:00

Wao.... Lately I had been fell in love wif this song.. To the girl that I like, I would sing this to her and try to look below this post... there's a meaning for it....

Lyrics:
You’re the sky that I fell through
And I remember the view whenever I’m holding you
The sun hung from a string looking down on the world as it warms over everything
Chills run down my spine as our fingers entwine
And your sighs harmonize with mine
Unmistakably, I can still feel your heart beat fast when you dance with me

We got older and I should’ve known (Do you feel alive?)
That I’d feel colder when I walk alone (Oh but you’ll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay
Bombs away, bombs away

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully back and forth
If my heart was a compass, you’d be North
Risk it all ‘cause I’ll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go if my heart was a house, you’d be home

It makes me smile because you said it best
I would clearly feel blessed if the sun rose up from the West
Flower balm perfume, all my clothes smell like you
‘cause your favorite shade is navy blue

I walk slowly when I’m on my own (Do you feel alive)
Yeah, but frankly I still feel alone (Oh but you’ll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay
Bombs away, bombs away

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully back and forth
If my heart was a compass, you’d be North
Risk it all ‘cause I’ll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go if my heart was a house, you’d be home

If my heart was a house, you’d be home

Meaning:

"You're the sky that I fell through, and I remember the view whenever I'm holding you. "
I think he's talking about when he was falling for her, he fell so fast as if he were falling through a sky. And there were things (like clouds) that could have appeared to have been there to stop him, but they couldn't because it would be impossible. And even though he fell so fast, sometimes he forgets how much he really loves her, but remembers when she's in his arms.

"The sun hung from a string looking down on the world as it warms over everything."
I have no idea, but maybe he's comparing this to God or fate watching them to make everything good between them (warm)?

"Chills run down my spine as our fingers entwine, And your sighs harmonize with mine. Unmistakably, I can still feel your heart beat fast when you dance with me."
Even though they're in love, and it seems like a serious relationship- he still has that little kid crush on her that started everything out, and it keeps their love alive. They have the same thoughts, and he enjoys being similar to her.

"We got older and I should’ve known (Do you feel alive?) That I’d feel colder when I walk alone (Oh but you’ll survive)"
They're growing apart as they're getting older/ growing old of each other. and they're losing the spark that made them feel so alive in their relationship. He's saying he should have known from the beginning that this would happen, they couldn't be perfect together forever. They still want to stay together, and are convincing themselves that they'll survive the boredom/ relationship problems.

"So I may as well ditch my dismay. Bombs away, bombs away"
Since he knows that they'll survive the issues in their relationship, he's telling himself he should just forget about the problems and pretend they never happened, and try to go back to normal. "Bombs away," Meaning something like 'alright, I can survive this, lets try again.'

"Circle me and the needle moves gracefully back and forth, If my heart was a compass, you’d be North"
I don't quite understand the "circle me" part, but the needle moving back and forth- referring to a sewing machine, saying that it's the same moment and they'll always come back to each other and they'll always be in love. The compass phrase is one of the cutest things I've ever heard, he's saying that compass' always point North, so no matter what his heart will always lead him back to her.

"Risk it all 'cause I'll catch you if you fall."
They can risk everything for each other, and trust each other more than anyone because they both know that if something bad happened to the other they'd be there to catch them if anything is wrong.

"Wherever you go, if my heart was a house, you'd be home"
He's saying that a house can just be a house, a house can't just be a home- it has to become one. A home could be many different places. A camp, a friends house. In this case, she's his home. His shelter, his everything- and it doesn't matter where they are. Separate or together, no matter how far away.

"It makes me smile because you said it best, I would clearly feel blessed if the sun rose up from the West"
He's happy because she knows & can describe perfectly how they feel for each other and about everything- I'm guessing that some of the lines in this song are quotes of things she said.

"Flower balm perfume, all my clothes smell like you, ‘cause your favorite shade is navy blue"
The type of perfume she wears rubs off on his clothes (mostly navy blue because that's her favorite shade on him,)

"I walk slowly when I’m on my own (Do you feel alive) Yeah, but frankly I still feel alone (Oh but you’ll survive)"
He's sad and lifeless when he's without her, but just thinking about her makes him feel alive- but still alone.

Human Nature??

2011-03-02T18:54:00.000-08:00

Today I had serve a funeral mass of Mary Lai... Funny, I also felt sad for her family and I nearly cry during the funeral mass... Izzit Human Nature? Anyway,Requiescat in pace and u will be in Lord's kingdom of Heaven...

Call of duty: Modern Warfare 3??

2011-02-13T18:12:00.000-08:00

Well, my dear readers... Here I am again I come back to write this post... this post is specially for those for gamers readers like me... Well, after a long time ( nearly a year we had waited ).. Call of duty modern warfare 3 is going to out around nov.... that must be one of game that gamers wanted badly.. since the accident happened about between IW and activision, some of us thought that MW 3 is not going to coming out.... Since IW is not involve in it... sledgehammmer will lead this game.. Sledgehammer is the staff that resign from IW and create this company... Well, as long as the staff of the pervious COD MW still continue to create this game.. still, it would be fun...

And there's been rumours that MW3 is going be Ghost's story... Ghost is the one of the task force 141 member that had been killed by Gen. Shepherd along wif Roach... Well, as for me and the gamers don't mind that we play his story... Still, We also wan to continue Soap and Price's story... What happened to them? what happened to of the invasion of US to USSR?? what happened to task force 141 and Gen. Shepherd??

As for me, here I my idea about the game... Since the end the game, we play as cpt. soap again... Along wif cpt. price, hiding in some place (maybe russia?) that later had been overrun by the enemy such as shadow company, they escape from them and try to find their way to clear their name, hope there's still some surviver in task force 141... and about the war in US, at the end of the US campaign, they say they are going to assault Russia.. Well, hope we can play as Russian army try to defend their country against them or we still play as US Army to take a fight against them... Until soap and price come out to clear the whole incident...

Maybe soap and price will continue to search for Makarov.. two men against the whole army of terrorist... maybe Gen. shepherd is still alive?? Who knows??

Anyway, hope it will come the trailer soon so that we can know more about the MW3, ya?? Go go sledgehammer...

Valentine's Day........ - Alone

2011-02-13T17:30:00.000-08:00

Well, it's Valentine's day today... every couple must be very happy today... As for me? I'm felt like nothing... Coz I'm single and yet alone... haiz.... Who want to have a date wif me?? haha... Anyway, wish all the couple and especially u, KCl a very happy Valentine's day.... Alone on the Valentine's day Again......

lately me......

2011-02-08T16:28:00.000-08:00

Hello, my dear readers... Long time didn't post anything here except the trip to Bundu Tuhan... I always wanted to post it but due to my laziness... Well, finally I take up my strength to write it... So, u all may know about currently me...

Well, after a brand new year of 2011 arrived to my life... well, first, I free from school... Second, I can keep my hair.... Third, I'm an unemployed... And most of people thought a person finish studies was a very good thing... Free!!! Well, I don't know about the others.. As for me, I felt bored... Always at home doing nothing... everyday I juz eat,sleep and shit... this continued for about 2 or 3 weeks on it... And some of u might ask why u don't go have a cup of tea wif friends or YUM CHAI?? Well, to be honest, most of my friends were studying that other places... So, how can I go out??

Anyway, I had found a job - A part time clerk at St. Mary's Parish Office.. Well, It's quite ok the job... Sometimes free, sometimes busy.... Still, I miss my time at school... And miss u too.... I'm nt used to it.... Anyway, I may come back one day to school to see u all... I indeed very miss u and the others...

Trip to Bundu Tuhan

2011-01-25T16:34:00.000-08:00

Hey and yo, my dear fellow readers... Well, it quite a long time didn't post anything to blog, izzit?? Well, I had become lazy recently... Anyway, here I am again to share wif u about my trip to Bundu Tuhan....

Well, I juz came back three days ago... And maybe some of u might ask me why I want to go to a country place like Bundu Tuhan??? Well, I went there to listen the vocation seminar... And maybe some of u might ask, What is vocation seminar?? Well, it is a seminar in which the Catholic boys are called to listen so that they might become a Roman Catholic Priest....

Then maybe some of u might ask again, Why u go there??? Izzit because u wan to become a Priest??? Well, to be honest, I got think about it before... But that's the Lord God calling and I can't do anything when it really calls me, right??? Anyway, I went there because of two person asked me to go... First, is a priest from Lahad Datu, Fr.Simon... He is a good friend of mine, he was station in Sandakan Parish before... Since last year he already pass me the form through my mom, but I didn't pass up until I went to Lahad Datu for Fr. David's ordination... I met him, straight away he asked me about it... And I said I didn't pass up... But who knows, after the Ordination of Fr. David.. He came to sandakan for holiday and met me again... After the sunset mass, he quickly pass the form to me and let me fill in... Well, this time i had fill the form and pass up....

Next, is Fr. Thomas... He is also a good friend of mine.... When i'm Sandakan, I went for a sunday school talk... I met him, he took me aside and ask me to go also... Well he said, u went there not really confirm to become a priest.... Anyway, I don't wan to let them disappointed and I go...

Well, there was six of us from St. Mary's Cathedral going to this seminar with two seminarans, juz two out of six were chinese... On the road to there was a bit bumpy... At 4 o'clock, we arrived there... And that night we juz have a ice breaking with the others Church...

On the following two days, we juz listen to talks given by three Priest... First is about the Call, he tell us that everyone of us had our own call... not juz become a priest then have call... Some of us might be call by God to be married, some of us might call to be Priest or religious and some of us might call to be single forever...

Next, second talk was a about a life of a Priesthood... And the third one was a life of a Missionary priest..... We also had a mass by Bishop John Wong at the Chapel...

All the activities was fun... My most favourite part was the Benediction and Adoration.. Because

it gave me a feel that I was in a medieval period... And the hymns like were sung by the monks...

Very soft and nice....

Besides that, there was also a individual interview by the Priest... So, everyone of us must went for it.... I was interview by a Deacon... But a very short while because I'm still young he says and to become a priest require all subs in SPM pass and at least 2 years working exp... So, I'm nt choosen....

Anyway, there were 12 person was chosen into CAC.. One of them was my friend and my colleagues, Raymond Lee... and the only chinese of the 12.... Anyway, do pray for them... As they can become a good priest in the future....

Legend of the fist: The Return of Chen Zhen

2011-01-05T20:15:00.000-08:00

Hi, reader... it's been a long time since I post an updated blog... Anyway, today I'm gonna promo about this movie.... this movie is already release since last year.... Some may had already watch it and some may not... and I had juz watch this movie yesterday... and it's called Legend of the fist: The Return of Chen Zhen, a kung fu movie...

Well, let me talk about it.. some of them may wonder why it is called the return?? I also thought about it, at first.... And i found the answer when I surf the wiki for this movie... This movie is the continuation of the 1995 of fist of fury tv series lead by Donnie Yen and 1972 by Bruce lee... So, this movie set in the era a bit in WW1 and before the WW2 broke out... which is 1917-1918 and 1927, 10 years before the China being really invaded... The main Protagonist of this movie is Chen Zhen, 陈真... Chen Zhen is a student of Huo Yuan Jia who had been poisoned by the Japanese during the fighting competition... U can watch more him in the Movie called Fearless stared by Jet Lee...

This movie tells about the life of Chen Zhen after the first movie, how he survived the WW1 and become a resistant fighter for China against Japanese... This movie mostly took place in Shanghai , a bit in France... Well, in order u wan to know more about this movie talks about, u better had to know about the Chinese history, mostly the history before the second Sino-Japanese war begun... because in this movie gt two general, and this two general are consider part of the main storyline for it... Of course, nt to forget about the Empire of Japan during that time... always wanted to 'eat' China for their own good... So, if u don't knw about the history, well u might gt a bit bored about this movie except the fighting part....

Still, the movie still shows us about the chinese being looked down by others faction during that time... calling chinese the Sick man of Asia - 东亚病夫... the brutality of the Japanese soldier towards the Chinese people during that time...

Well, the best part of this movie for me is the opening scene of Chen Zhen killing the Germans in France during WW1, how he use the knife to kill them.... Wao... superb... the other one is during the during end, he fight the whole bunch of Japanese karate people... And I also like the part of the Japanese officer teasing Chen Zhen, mostly about the Japanese Officer raped Chen Zhen's fake sister... during the scene, i said that guys sooner or later, he's the one who be the first one by KO... and Chen Zhen really fight him the first one... And KO him with the one last most suffering hit... Woo... really hurt...

Anyway, if u like the Kung fu Movie, u can watch it...

The Other Wise Man ?

2011-01-01T18:04:00.000-08:00

Reflection: Epiphany; Three Kings Sunday
In 1895, the American writer/Presbyterian minister Henry van Dyke wrote a story "The Other Wise Man," the story of the fourth wise man by the name of Artaban. The story presented as a legend of the fourth king/magi who missed the caravan towards where the star led. He got to Bethlehem too late to see the baby Jesus. But Artaban did make it in time to save one of the Holy Innocents by bribing a soldier. For the next 33 years Artaban searched for the promised king but he did not find him. But all the while Artaban went on to feed the hungry, helped the poor, and lived with lepers. Then one day in Jerusalem Artaban saw the "King of the Jews" being crucified. He started to offer a pearl as ransom. But then he saw a girl being sold into slavery to pay family debts, Artaban gave up his pearl, his last possession to buy freedom for the girl. Suddenly the earth quaked as "King of the Jews" died on the cross and a stone struck Artaban. Dying, he heard a voice saying: "When you helped the least of my children, you helped me. Meet me in heaven!"
A very simple lesson from the story: Artaban, the fourth magi, was not able to see Jesus as a baby, but all the while had been living his search for the “God who saves” by saving others. God asks each of us on the feast of Epiphany to be a fourth Magi by becoming God’s epiphanies – that God could be seen in this world, making His love present around us by our acts of love and kindness – thus saving one another.

The word Epiphany, which means appearance or manifestation or showing forth, marks Jesus’ first appearance to the world outside the Jewish circle meaning to the Gentiles. "Epiphany" refers to God’s Self-revelation as well as to the revelation of Jesus as His Son, meaning so that we could see God as Himself – He shows himself in human terms. But how could we really see Him?

Another story: Abba Anthony put the following question to his disciples, "How can we determine the hour of dawn, when the night ends and the day begins?" One monk replied, "When from a distance you can distinguish between a sheep and a dog." "No," said the rabbi. Another monk quickly offered, "When you can tell a fig tree from a grapevine." "No," repeated the rabbi. "Then tell us, please," asked the monks. Replied the Abba Anthony, "Darkness ends and day begins when you can look into the faces of all other human beings and you have enough light in you to recognize them as your brothers and sisters."

It is indeed Epiphany when we see Jesus in one another.

May I know, if how could I be Jesus for you?

Reading: Mt 2:1-12

古巨基-義海豪情巾幗梟雄之義海豪情主題曲

2010-12-28T02:55:00.000-08:00

未懼身上被子彈留痕　維護妳我卻甘於捨身
站在風浪下對抗黑暗　而為妳　是毫無疑問

烈火熊熊升起　圍牆徐徐倒地
嗅著漫遍夜空血鏽味
蝴蝶長埋土地　情愫長留於天地
亂世中煙火　摧毀不了傳奇
漫天的炮火混亂地湧起　處身危城可不理
為只要捍衛　驚恐的妳　就是未怕死

＊未懼身上被子彈留痕　維護妳我卻甘於捨身
　就讓天下在見證足印　誰為愛活過而無憾＊

漫天的炮火混亂地湧起　染污無瑕的手臂
在這裡抱著　驚恐的妳　就是未怕死

Repeat＊

遇著苦難亦堅守同行　情義不會淡　即使地陷
就讓天下在見證足印　誰為愛活過而無憾

English tranlastion

I do fear of having bullet scars on my body, but for you, I'm willing to risk my life
Standing under the waves and battling the darkness, but for you, there's no question

The flames rose steadily, the walls crumble
I smell the blood of night

The butterflies may have died, but feelings stay on forever
In such chaotic times, nothing can destroy our miracle

Chaos reign, and I can ignore the danger I put myself in
Because in order to protect you, I'm not afriad of death

*I do fear of having bullet scars on my body, but for you, I'm willing to risk my life
Let heaven witness who, for the sake of love, lived with no regrets*

Chaos reign, and this pollutes my flawless arm
But as I hug you, I'm not afraid of death

*REPEAT
We soldier on as we face with difficulties, love never dies, even when the earth sinks
Let heaven witness who, for the sake of love, lived with no regrets

Arthas, my son lyrics and it's meaning....

2010-12-12T16:38:00.000-08:00

After months of finding the lyrics and it's meaning... finally it's here... the lyrics is like this...

Common lyrics

[Choir]

O Thanagor.....

[Girl’s solo]

An Karanir Thanagor,
Mor Ok Angalor.
Mor Ok Gorum
Palahm Raval.

[choir]
Ro-mun A'l Ga

Ballog A'l Enthu
Korok Na Boda...
Ha! Ma! Da! Ma!
Erigo Eo Draco Modo!
Mor Ok Gorum Pala'ahm
Mor Ok Croval Angalor
Thanagor.....
Mor Ok Gorum
Pala Ah'm raval
Specto Su Praesenti...
Caligo Caelum...
Mor Ok Croval Anga'lor
Karanir Thanagor....
Karanir Thanagor!

The italicized lines are Latin.

English translation

[choir]

O King.....

[Girl’s solo]

Long live the king,
May he reign...forever.
May his strength
fail him never.

[choir]

First in battle
last in retreat.
Even in death...
Ha! Ma! Da! Ma!
Raise this dragon now!
May his strength fail him never
May his reign last forever
King....
May his strength
fail him never
See his power...
Darken the sky...
May his reign last forever
Long live the king...
Long live the king!

U can listen to the Wrath of the lich king trailer while reading it's lyrics....

Well, as my point of view, I do very sad and pity to Arthas... Such a great man and then turn to evil...

And I can felt very sad for him whenever i watch the trailer while reading the lyrics...
Such a pity man...

Anyway, rest in peace... Arthas...

Broken hearted

2010-12-02T19:26:00.000-08:00

For two years I studied Physic, yesterday's paper does really really broken my heart... Especially Paper 2... For two years i never panic like yesterday.... Know what? the paper ends at 12.30... I still doing section B... Section C and some Q in section A i haven't done.... I think that was the end of me.....

The only way i can do was rush the whole section C and section A with all the things that I can bluffed.... I don't know what the opinion from the other students... As for me, that paper was the hardest I ever did... maybe I was too panic? Until I forgot all the things that I had learned?? Right after the exam, I felt something heavy in my heart... That is broken hearted... Frankly, I nearly wanted to cry over it... i don't know what results i will get from this paper... I do hope that I still can score well on it...

Really no mood to study at all now..... My morale had been broken...... T.T

my dream now like colder than the water....

Interesting Facts

2010-11-25T18:26:00.000-08:00

I just heard from radio today - "If there's no dust in the world, we can't enjoy the view of Sunrise and sunset... And also there will be no rain at all...." So, don't say hope there is no dust in the world....

To all Form 5 students.....

2010-11-18T20:54:00.000-08:00

Step 1: Secure the keys
Step 2: Ascend from darkness
Step 3: Rain fire
Step 4: Unleash the horde
Step 5: Skewer the winged beast
Step 6: Wield a fist of iron
Step 7: Raise Hell
Step 8: Freedom

Show courage! Show strength! Show pride! My friend! But show no mercy to SPM! Forward!!!!!!!!!

And Good Luck!!!!

The Pacific - nice and interesting mini-series

2010-11-03T21:32:00.000-07:00

Recently, I found a mini series in PPS, and this was called The Pacific. Well, this series was the sister of Band Of Brothers, The Band of Brother take place during the european theater in WW2 while The Pacific take place in pacific theater....

Well, as a fan of World at War, and the medal of honor: Pacific Assault, I was attracted to this mini series... It contained 10 part about the life of the three soldiers during the life before, during and after the war.... the stories became interesting because it involved the few famous war in the pacific theater such as Peleliu, Iwo Jima, GuadalCanal and so on.... And it also shown that how brutal, terror, scary during the war was going... And how they survive this terror....

Well, for those who love the WW2 games. This might be a nice mini-series for u...

One of the causes of the Reformation was the selling of indulgences. Does the Catholic Church still sell them?

2010-10-22T18:46:00.000-07:00

The Catholic Church does not now nor has it ever approved the sale of indulgences. This is to be distinguished from the undeniable fact that individual Catholics (perhaps the best known of them being the German Dominican Johann Tetzel [1465-1519]) did sell indulgences--but in doing so they acted contrary to explicit Church regulations. This practice is utterly opposed to the Catholic Church's teaching on indulgences, and it cannot be regarded as a teaching or practice of the Church.

In the 16th century, when the abuse of indulgences was at its height, Cardinal Cajetan (Tommaso de Vio, 1469-1534) wrote about the problem: "Preachers act in the name of the Church so long as they teach the doctrines of Christ and the Church; but if they teach, guided by their own minds and arbitrariness of will, things of which they are ignorant, they cannot pass as representatives of the Church; it need not be wondered at that they go astray."

The Council of Trent (1545-1564) issued a decree that gave Church teaching on indulgences and that provided stringent guidelines to eliminate abuses:

Since the power of granting indulgences was conferred by Christ on the Church (cf. Mt 16:19, 18:18, Jn 20:23), and she has even in the earliest times made use of that power divinely given to her, the holy council teaches and commands that the use of indulgences, most salutary to the Christian people and approved by the authority of the holy councils, is to be retained in the Church, and it condemns with anathema those who assert that they are useless or deny that there is in the Church the power of granting them.

In granting them, however, it desires that in accordance with the ancient and approved custom in the Church moderation be observed, lest by too great facility ecclesiastical discipline be weakened. But desiring that the abuses which have become connected with them, and by any reason of which this excellent name of indulgences is blasphemed by the heretics, be amended and corrected, it ordains in a general way by the present decree that all evil traffic in them, which has been a most prolific source of abuses among the Christian people, be absolutely abolished. Other abuses, however, of this kind which have sprung from superstition, ignorance, irreverence, or from whatever other sources, since by reason of the manifold corruptions in places and provinces where they are committed, they cannot conveniently be prohibited individually, it commands all bishops diligently to make note of, each in his own church, and report them to the next provincial synod. (Sess. 25, Decree on Indulgences)

When did the term "Roman Catholic Church" first come into being?

2010-10-22T18:44:00.000-07:00

It is not possible to give an exact year when the Catholic Church began to be called the "Roman Catholic Church," but it is possible to approximate it. The term originates as an insult created by Anglicans who wished to refer to themselves as Catholic. They thus coined the term "Roman Catholic" to distinguish those in union with Rome from themselves and to create a sense in which they could refer to themselves as Catholics (by attempting to deprive actual Catholics to the right to the term).

Different variants of the "Roman" insult appeared at different times. The earliest form was the noun "Romanist" (one belonging to the Catholic Church), which appeared in England about 1515-1525. The next to develop was the adjective "Romish" (similar to something done or believed in the Catholic Church), which appeared around 1525-1535. Next came the noun "Roman Catholic" (one belonging to the Catholic Church), which was coined around 1595-1605. Shortly thereafter came the verb "to Romanize" (to make someone a Catholic or to become a Catholic), which appeared around 1600-10. Between 1665 and 1675 we got the noun "Romanism" (the system of Catholic beliefs and practices), and finally we got a latecomer term about 1815-1825, the noun "Roman Catholicism," a synonym for the earlier "Romanism."

A similar complex of insults arose around "pope." About 1515-25 the Anglicans coined the term "papist" and later its derivative "papism." A quick follow-up, in 1520-1530, was the adjective "popish." Next came "popery" (1525-1535), then "papistry" (1540-1550), with its later derivatives, "papistical" and "papistic." (Source: Random House Webster's College Dictionary, 1995 ed.)

This complex of insults is revealing as it shows the depths of animosity English Protestants had toward the Church. No other religious body (perhaps no other group at all, even national or racial) has such a complex of insults against it woven into the English language as does the Catholic Church. Even today many Protestants who have no idea what the origin of the term is cannot bring themselves to say "Catholic" without qualifying it or replacing it with an insult.

Medal Of Honor.... Done.... ^^

2010-10-20T02:32:00.000-07:00

Finally one of my game of 2010, Medal of honor- done..... Well, at first.. i was shocked when i heard the IGN gave 6 over 10 for this game... Well, i finish play this game and i think it should get 8/10... anyway, great storyline and a very sad ending.... T.T... Still, if u love shooting game this is one of the game u can buy....

Rest in peace 'Rabbit'.... T.T

FAILURE!!!!!!!! T.T

2010-10-14T04:57:00.000-07:00

Today consider one of my failure days of my life.... T.T... My add maths in trial exam is going to fail... I was very very sad about it.... I was in no mood after the exam... I don't know why...

Yesterday before the exam, I did study very hard to it.... For the whole night.... Yet, today when i answering the paper 2, it was very very hard... I even don't know how to do, nearly all of them.... I really shock and troubled... After passing the paper up, my whole morale for today was broken... I was lost even don't know wat to do... looking the other like know it all... i was very sad... I'm thinking why I can't do like any other else?

Then paper 1 is here... Since my morale was broke, then my paper 1 was getting worst.... while doing, i was in fear.... I was very sad... i was scare.... I was nearly cry juz because i did not know how to do....

Say that I wanted to be a computer Programmer... but with this?! i really have no idea.... Pls help me...... Very no mood now.....

Happy Birthday, Daniel!!!!!

2010-10-04T01:24:00.000-07:00

Hey, blog... Guess wat?! today is DanKCl's Birthday... Which is my birthday!!! wakaka... ^^ well, happy birthday to me(x3)....

Well, I prayed that my present is will be Score well in my trail exam and also my SPM..

And thx for my friends blessings, and a hug and two kisses.. luckily, i can still keep my first kiss... haha... I was very happy today..... ^^ Without u guys, I have celebrate my birthday alone... ^^

THANK YOU!!!!!

troubled.....

2010-10-03T02:19:00.000-07:00

Well, blog... after this month. will be my SPM... For me, SPM is very important indeed.... Still, because of my laziness. I still haven't finish reading my books... So, how am I going to face this?? I really had no idea... Always wanted to because a game programmer.. but with this? can my dream be fulfill? I don't know... As my life going harder, Can I withstand it??? God know's

Iridescent Lyrics by Linkin Park.... greatly remind me...

2010-09-18T01:13:00.000-07:00

When you were standing in the wake of devastation
when you were waiting on the edge of the unknown
with the cataclysm raining down, insides crying save me now
you were there and possibly alone.

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up all the failiures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.

And in the burst of light that blinded every angel
as if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
you felt the gravity of temper grace falling into empty space
no one there to catch you in there arms

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up all the failiures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up all the failiures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go,

let it go
let it go
let it go
let it go

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up all the failiures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.

To you.... Someone will know who am i talking about...

2010-09-08T05:16:00.000-07:00

Well, after all this years.... I don't know whether I should tell u this, maybe u don't believe it anymore... Anyway, juz an expression from me to u...

I still remember the first time I met u... I'm in form 1 and u juz in peralihan... we start to met in a tuition class... at first I didn't notice u at all until one of my friends start to talk about u then that's the first time i know ur name... I still remember he talk about u until we all scold by teacher, and that's the first time I saw ur smile...

later on, we start to sit together then since that day, we knew each other very funny... We play, talk, scold by teacher etc... During that period, I found out that I had crush on u... I also knew that u also like me.... So, then we finally confess to each other...

But during that time, don't what the heck happened to me... Since that day we confess, the day after tomorrow I rejected u... Due to my deep crush on another girl.... I know that still might hurt u much although u always said u alr forgot.. And i did that for twice to u... I was nothing but a jerk.... I'm sorry.....

Still, didn't because of that... we still be friends... But there's something wrong wif me... Since I had rejected u twice.. I supposed I don't have feel towards u, ya? But I was wrong.... I still remember during form 4, one of my friend told me that he wan to date wif u... when I heard that, I was very very very JEALOUS... But when u reject him, I was very very happy.... What is wrong wif me?! And that time, u knew that I had a crush on another girl... What is F-king wrong wif me?!

This year, after the girl that I crushed is finish.. I still found out that I still like u... It's seems that for all this years, since peralihan until now... It never changed.... It juz kept in my deep heart for so long... Juz i don't noticed at all... But now I noticed, and now i try my best to get along wif u like last time.. but u seems like avoid me now... Even I did confess u again in msn or sms, u also forbid me to say that again... Or u juz say that I'm juz joking or I'm still love the girl that I had crushed... I keep on reading ur blog or ur facebook to know more about u...

The sad thing is I can't even come for ur birthday party recently...

If I have a time machine, I would turn it that time when I confess to u and I'll prevent to say that I reject u... I was very very regret that why I do that to u at the first place?? I'm very very sorry and hope u can give me a second chance... or in formally Third Chance?? T.T

Difference between the mass before and after Vatican II

2010-08-29T01:16:00.000-07:00

The Latin rite in its pre-liturgical reform splendor was described as "the most beautiful thing this side of heaven."

Mass was celebrated in different degrees depending on the occasion. There was Low Mass, High Mass and Pontifical Masses. Low Mass was solemn but without the extra splendor of High Mass: there was no singing, no chanting, no grand procession, no sermon, etc. It was basically the Mass abridged and lasted anywhere from 20 minutes to 30 minutes. Low mass was especially designed for the faithful, that they might be able to attend daily before going to work or school. It was quite common before the 1960s for Catholics to for Catholics to go to Mass daily. This practice is all but extinct as the new mass is designed for communal celebration, which is not feasible for the working person or student. A High Mass was celebrated on Sundays and special celebrations or feasts during the week. The High Mass had incense, chant, Gregorian chant, organ music, often a sermon, a grand procession, more prayers, etc. Pontifical Masses were Masses celebrated with a bishop as the celebrant. Often these were specific to certain sacraments or special occasions. The ceremonies could be incredibly complex. Sermons, when they were given, were often very precise about Catholic theology and morals, and were noted for their strength, for they did not strive to be politically correct or sympathetic to other religions vis a vis the Catholic concept of the truth. The new ecumenical push has dissolved this style of preaching.

Before the liturgical reform, all Latin Rite Masses were celebrated in Latin with the sermon given in the common language and often the Epistle and Gospel reread in the common language as well. This allowed Catholics to participate in the Mass anywhere in the world, for it would always be the same, minus the sermon: it was the same ceremony with the same words all over the world. In the old rite there were no Eucharistic ministers, readers or offertory procession, and the laity participated via singing, Gregorian chant, responses and receiving Communion. The receiving of Holy Communion in the hand was seen as a sacrilege, and was not practiced in the old rite, since the priest's hands alone were anointed to consecrate the Host and thus it was only seen as proper that he handle the sacred species and the containers, such as the chalice. This gave a tremendous gravity to the ceremony and emphasized the role of the priest as mediator and the Mass as a sacrifice.

The old set up had the priest facing the altar, which was often build into the wall of the sanctuary. The tabernacle was enthroned in the altar's center, hence why the priest faced it and not the people as is now the practice. The priest said many more prayers, made many more reverences (kissing the altar, sacred objects, etc.,) and overall the effect was one of great solemnity and sacredness. When there was music it could only be either Catholic hymns or Gregorian chant - often there were pieces in the Mass that were to be sung by a trained choir and others that could be sung by the congregation as they were familiar and often repeated each Sunday. The organ, save for rare exceptions, was the only instrument allowed to be played in church, as its sound was considered the most noble and inspiring.

After Vatican II the Mass was reformed in ways that lost the luster of its sacred character. In order to involve the laity to a further degree, the altar was shifted to the center of the sanctuary, that the priest might now address the people. Tabernacles were sent to a side alcove, to be referenced only when needed. The crucifix on the altar was also removed and often hung behind the priest on the wall - a move the old rite would not allow in principle. Eucharistic ministers and readers were introduced and the restrictions on handling the sacred species - despite never being revoked - were ignored until it became a fait accompli. The Mass is now regarded more as a community meal than a holy sacrifice with the emphasis on the people not the sacrifice of the altar and the priest's role has developed into a sort of master of ceremonies. The music quality has dropped significantly - Gregorian chant is almost gone and whole bands have been introduced to play music that emphasizes God's love and very rarely anything else. The liturgical calendar has also been redone, and many of the liturgical seasons and customs proper to certain places have fallen into obscurity. Things such as novelty masses, dancing, etc., would never be permitted in the old rite which saw the church space as sacred, and hence quiet and propriety in voice and dress were honoured.

The new Mass was purposely modeled to be more ecumenical, hence Archbishop Bugnini modified it with the aid of 6 Protestant ministers and a Jewish representative. Hence the visible character of the Mass differs little now from many organized Protestant ceremonies. Because of these reasons, there are some religious congregations, such as the Society of Saint Pius X, The Society of Saint Peter, etc., who came into existence solely to uphold the old ways. Due to the moral pressure of Catholics who reject the new way of Mass as unfulfilling and spiritually desiccated, Rome finally publicly acknowledged that the old rite was never formally abrogated and that any priest may celebrate it. Many bishops, whose indult used to be required before the old Mass could be said in the their dioceses, are not pleased with Rome making this acknowledgment and continue to make it difficult for priests to celebrate the old rite, at least publicly. As well, the classic Catholic community that used to center around the church is largely gone accept for hardcore cliques. Catholic communities used to be built around the church and the school, but since Catholic schools now rarely have mass, and daily mass is rarely done at church, Catholics only congregate on Sundays and have lost the sense of spiritual family that was so well noted of them throughout the centuries.

Not willing to forget? still like her? Or juz a part of the memory??

2010-08-27T16:36:00.000-07:00

Hello blog... very very long time didn't post something to u... coz have to face excel... now excel's finish.. Time for blog..

It's been months after me and her but yet... I still I have something towards her... Whenever I saw her or her hubby.. I would try my best to stay away from her/him.. Avoiding to see them.. But when I saw them together, my heart will like got something moving... For her, maybe like nothing... For me... I'm like.... Unexplained...

Whenever I pass her house every after tuition, I would surely Look at her house... Even the shop that consist her name... I would also say out her name... And I still won't change the name.. I juz don't know y...

Izzit Not willing to forget? still like her? Or juz a part of the my inner core memory??

Latest Assassins Creed brotherhood trailer

2010-06-15T22:56:00.000-07:00

For those who love to play Assassins Creed, here is the lastest trailer for the upcoming brotherhood game... Ezio will encounter that Pope Alexander again and another namesis.... Enjoy.... ^^

Where is the Half-life 2 Episode 3???

2010-06-14T08:48:00.000-07:00

People including me had waited for the game Half-life 2 Episode 3 come out from 3 years and we wanted to continue the saga of the Freeman's adventure but still we don't have any details or trailers about this game... Wat happen to Valve?? Wat happen to Gabe???

Izzit....................

He can't get the cake due to the portal says it is a lie??? And he stuck in the Portal?? (juz joking...) Come On, Valve... We are waiting for ur game.... Peace... ^^

Lastest update of Call Of Duty: Black Ops

2010-06-07T19:36:00.000-07:00

Hey, Black Ops had updated about its game here's the link.... http://www.ausgamers.com/features/read/2906900... here wat they say about, Vietnam is an aspect of our game because during the Cold War era, Vietnam was a big hotspot and it was the most famous hot war, everything else was a cold war but you had these various hot conflicts around the world and Vietnam was the biggest and most publicised one. So yes, portions of our game with occur during the Vietnam conflict, but I like to think of our story as a needle and thread; weaving its way through history. So our story is that thread, and history is happening around it. So in Slaughterhouse, which is that second level you saw, that was the battle of Hue City which was the beginning of the Tet Offensive. So that battle is actually happening around you, you as the player though, you're part of this SOG, this special Black Ops team who're CIA-backed and your objective is to go in and secure intelligence inside the MAC V compound, the MAC V is the Military Assistance Command in Vietnam - it's basically a CIA headquarters in Vietnam that was overrun during the Hue City invasion. So your objective as the player is to get that intelligence from that unit, not to fight the battle of Hue City - that's for the regular soldiers on the field, the AI around you. You play as Mason, an elite Black Ops operative whose objective is to get that intel and secure it. He doesn't care about the battle, that's happening around him, he just wants that intel, so he'll go in and commandeer whatever he needs - you saw in the demo he grabbed the radio off the soldier and called in the helicopter, which did what he needed it to do and then he threw the radio away - that's just how they operated. And it's funny because we talked to Major John Plaster, and he's the foremost published author on Black Ops - he was a member of SOG during the Vietnam war, so he knows how it all happened, and he told us about these cards they could pull out that they could use to commandeer anything, even a five-star general's jeep, and no matter what anyone had to yield to them and they would take the jeep or whatever and use it for their mission because these SOG guys were so imperative to the success of the Cold War that everybody yielded to them. So for the first time in Call of Duty, you're the most important person on that battlefield. You'll play primarily as two players, Mason and Hudson, and you are the biggest bad-ass on the field. No longer are you just a normal soldier, you are now the guy - you can give commands and you're the one everyone is going to listen to. So, another first for Call of Duty, you're going to have a voice, you know in all the other Call of Duty games you're just a Private Miller or whoever, and you don't have a voice, everyone is shouting at you and giving you orders to go over here or there, but now you're the guy and you can tell other people what to do. So it's a completely different feeling and I think it's going to strike players as the biggest difference, you're an actual person, you even cast a shadow now. So you'll know what you look like, what you sound like - who you are. We really focused on giving you a character to play, and that's the Black Ops experience; a driving narrative full of cinematic intensity. We're telling a very complex and in-depth story here, we're very, very story-driven with our single-player campaign.

More, they also says that SGT. Reznov will return to this game.. wohoo.. can't wait for it... ^^

Nice song from Raymond Lam... 直到你不找我.. ^^

2010-06-05T07:59:00.001-07:00

記(gei) 得(dak) 當(dong) 時(si) 誰(sui) 路(lo) 過(gwoh) 　秒(miu) 針(jam) 忽(fat) 然(yin) 停(ting) 頓(dun) 過(gwoh)
氣(hei) 溫(wan) 濕(sap) 度(do) 曾(chang/jang) 驟(jaau) 變(bin) 太(taai) 多(doh)
記(gei) 憶(yik) 不(bat) 停(ting) 重(chung) 疊(dip) 過(gwoh) 　你(nei) 的(dik) 表(biu) 情(ching) 提(tai) 示(si) 過(gwoh)
愛(oi) 的(dik) 　可(hoh) 能(nang) 是(si) 我(ngoh)

想(seung) 法(faat) 太(taai) 亂(luen) 　幻(waan) 覺(gok) 太(taai) 多(doh)
疑(yi) 慮(lui) 很(han) 大(daai) 　直(jik) 到(do) 說(suet) 不(bat) 清(ching) 楚(choh)
心(sam) 算(suen) 太(taai) 慢(maan) 　但(daan) 仍(ying) 然(yin) 算(suen) 錯(choh)
找(jaau) 對(dui) 人(yan) 　偏(pin) 錯(choh) 過(gwoh)

＊直(jik) 到(do) 開(hoi) 始(chi) 想(seung) 喜(hei) 歡(foon) 我(ngoh) 　直(jik) 到(do) 終(jung) 於(yue) 不(bat) 喜(hei) 歡(foon) 我(ngoh)
　直(jik) 到(do) 碰(pung) 上(seung) 一(yat) 個(goh) 　逃(to) 避(bei) 一(yat) 個(goh)
　追(jui) 不(bat) 上(seung) 　躲(doh) 不(bat) 過(gwoh)
　直(jik) 到(do) 開(hoi) 始(chi) 找(jaau) 不(bat) 到(do) 我(ngoh) 　直(jik) 到(do) 終(jung) 於(yue) 不(bat) 想(seung) 找(jaau) 我(ngoh)
　直(jik) 到(do) 你(nei) 擦(chaat) 身(san) 過(gwoh) 　才(choi) 認(ying) 得(dak) 我(ngoh)
　彼(bei) 此(chi) 也(ya) 在(joi) 折(jit) 磨(moh) 　像(jeung) 當(dong) 初(choh) ＊

想(seung) 法(faat) 太(taai) 亂(luen) 　直(jik) 覺(gok) 對(dui) 麼(moh)
疑(yi) 慮(lui) 很(han) 大(daai) 　直(jik) 到(do) 愛(oi) 不(bat) 清(ching) 楚(choh)
當(dong) 這(je) 世(sai) 上(seung) 　全(chuen) 懷(waai) 疑(yi) 我(ngoh) 錯(choh)
總(jung) 有(yau) 人(yan) 　相(seung) 信(sun) 我(ngoh)

Call of duty 7 trailer... Freaking nice...

2010-05-20T02:45:00.000-07:00

A lie is a lie, juz because they write it down, called history.. Doesn’t make it the truth.. We live in a world we seeing is not believing.. We’re the only few know what really happened.. We live in a world where everything we know……….. is wrong…

Assassin's Creed: Brother hood

2010-05-16T01:06:00.000-07:00

Wao... After finish the Assassin's Creed 2 two months ago, now Ubisoft have announce the other trilogy of Assassin's Creed, which is call Assassin's Creed: Brotherhood... This game will feature Ezio again, but Desmond haven't announced will appear from the game so far... I freaking happy about it... Soon, I'm going to buy it... Also the Black Ops.... Can't wait..... OMG..... Have to check price again....

Call of duty 7??

2010-05-15T19:25:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night, When I surfing the internet... Suddenly I saw the name Call of duty: Black Ops... Then I looking more details on it, it is the upcoming call of Call duty 7... It is said this game set around Vietnam War and also the cold war.... As fan of Call of Duty series, I can say I'm looking forward to play it... But first I have to finish my SPM then i can play it... coz it release day is 9 of November 2010.... Well, Splinter Cell first... haha...

secrets lyrics one republic

2010-05-15T19:20:00.000-07:00

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Til' all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My god, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'mma tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, All my secrets away

Arthas, my son lyrics...

2010-05-05T02:30:00.000-07:00

This is a song that from the game WoW, Damn, I love it very much..... This lyrics called Arthas, my son

[Solo]
An Karanir thanagor
Mor Ok Angalor
Mor Ok Gorum
Palahm Raval.

[Choir]

Ro-mun A'l Ga
Ballog A'l Enthu
Korok Na Boda...
Ha! Ma! Da! Ma!
Erigo Eo Draco Modo!

Mor Ok Gorum Pala'ahm
Mor Ok Croval Angalor

Thanagor...

Mor Ok Gorum

Pala Ah'm raval
Specto Su Prasensiti
CAligo Caelum

Mo Ok Croval Anga'lor

Karanir Thanagor...

Karanir Thanagor!''

Splinter cell: Conviction

2010-04-23T14:51:00.000-07:00

After finish the hot game, Assassin's Creed 2, here is my new target..

Next game target: Splinter Cell: Conviction...

Well, Splinter Cell: Conviction is the sequal to double agent, and since I had played the double agent then, is good for me to continue the game... Looking forward to get the game.... WOOO!!!

To KCl part 7, last part...

2010-04-22T03:27:00.000-07:00

Let me apologize to begin with... I really shouldn't put u into my heart without ur permission that night two years ago, KCl...

Haiz, I really don't know how to say liao....

Juz one thing I wan to tell u that is u maybe not understand me good enough... U may think that I'm some kind of playboy to u, coz u always saw me together wif the other girls and very close to them...

And as for u, I didn't be with u at all, bothering u, chatting wif u face to face... Although in this blog, my Msn even my facebook said that how much I love, how much I praise u until the other school's students know that I'm chasing u.... U think this is a lie... Maybe because of this, one of ur friends don't like me at all even like anti me.....

Tell u lah, how to know that's the girl I love very very much: that girl I wouldn't chat wif her face to face de but will sms sometimes to chat wif her, I will gave her a nickname such as KCl, I will try my best to help her when she's in trouble, I will brought her gift from the other places I had visited and give her gift sliently without she knowing it, and I will look at her from far away or even in the middle of girls or people, care for her and make sure she's ok and safe... Well, did u noticed them mah?? That's the thing I had done for u for the pass two years...

Anyway, in the end u didn't choose me... And u choose him back, right?? Coz u still have feel towards and love him very much, ya? If so, I really got nothing to say.... Coz I had lose to him AGAIN!!! I juz can't believe it....

Well, U'll always be my the second prettiest people I ever known and the girl that I had love so so much... Goodbye... Kelly Chong(KCl)... U will forever in my mind....

And left the DanKCl alone.....

Assassin's Creed 2... Done... Nice game..

2010-04-17T23:41:00.000-07:00

"Nothing is true, everything is permitted"

"We work in the dark, to serve the light. We are Assassins."

These are the famous sentence in this game.... Well, after nearly a half month of waiting this game due to postponed of the PC version... I finally brought it last month and finish it today... It's a very nice game.... Good Job, Ubisoft!!!

This is the sequel to the first assassin's Creed, this time u played as Ezio Audiotore, through the modern assassin named Desmond Miles... Juz one thing for this game is this game is like anti all religion.... and saying that those myth like greek and roman myth or they called Those Who Came Before are the true gods...

Anyway, the most interesting in game is it involve in many historical people and places... Tell the truth, I can learned many historical things in this game... My favourite place in the Vatican City and Santa Marco basilica... Coz I like those painting in the church coz it looks so real and I'm a Catholic who always wanted to place a visit to Vatican City....

The game details i won't tell much here, coz it's good that u experience it by playing this game... I assure u this game is worth to buy it...

From The Inside

2010-04-17T20:54:00.000-07:00

Don't know who to trust
No surprise
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust
And the lies

Trying not to break
But I'm so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how
Trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me

I take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
Cause I swear
For the last time
I won't trust myself with you

Tension is building inside
Steadily
Everyone feel so far away from me
Heavy thoughts forcing their way
Out of me

I won't trust myself with you
I won't waste myself on you
Waste myself on you
You.....

KCl...

If u ask me why I love u....

2010-04-11T23:04:00.000-07:00

If u ask me why I love u,

I would answer I don't know,

But I can tell u that,

ur smile and your eyes are the first thing that,

came to my heart that night.

If u ask me why I love u,

I would answer I don't know,

But I can tell u that,

u wore the black dress and pink-white dress during the two night,

Still like a reality in my mind.

If u ask me why I love u,

I would answer I don't know,

But I can tell u that,

When I'm sad, angry or even trouble but when I saw u,

All kinds of troubles will gone from my mind.

If u ask me why I love u,

I would answer I don't know,

But I can tell u that,

I already tried my best to get near u and propose my love for u,

But this word 'FEAR' prevent me to do so.

If u ask me why I love u,

I would answer I don't know,

But I can tell u that,

Although many of ur friends says that I'm like jerk and like "don't know how to do those person",

I tell that I knew many things about u but I do it secretly.

If u ask me why I love u,

I would answer I don't know,

But I can tell u that,

Although I'm very hurt and sad that u had turned me down for the third time.

But I can assure u that my love for u will never changed, KCl........

Your Guardian Angel lyric by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

2010-03-13T20:07:00.000-08:00

I would like to dedicate this to KCl... Hope u will like it.... ^^

Lyrics to Your Guardian Angel :

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong
I have figured out
How this world turns cold
and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find
deep inside me
I can be the one

I will never let you fall(let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all(though it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

PS: I really hope i can be ur guardian angel....

Stress life

2010-03-13T04:37:00.000-08:00

Jesus once says: " Whoever wish to follow me, take up his cross and follow Me."

As a christian, I did so, I did do my best to carry my cross but I found out that my cross getting heavier day by day... No juz my normal life but also my love life.... I really don't know why... For example, In some company, where once I put all 5 years and my focus in it and was honour by many people but now nobody there seems trust me anymore, I didn't do anything wrong there... But why God do this to me??? Why u give me all the things but now u take it all back?? Izzit u wan to tell me anything??? Did I really do wrong??? Am I too arrogant? I really don't have any idea......

To KCl part 6, the first step

2010-03-11T02:31:00.000-08:00

To KCl,

I don't know u rili gt read my blog o not lah... But I can say i felt so happy coz today my dream came true.. well, at least half of my dream came true lah.... Ok, why i said this leh? Pls refer my part 5 bah... ^^

Erm... How should I say leh?? But anyway, I already try my best to step out my first step... How about u?? U step out urs le mah??? Or we both alr step out the first step??

I rili rili hope that I can spend many of my time wif u..... Hope u can too..... ^^

To KCl part 5, Dream

2010-03-10T02:00:00.000-08:00

Today is a tired day for me, KCl.... So, when I came back to home, I straight go sleep... And during my sleep, I dream.... Dream about u.... sounds funny, right??? I also felt funny when I woke up.... Well, actually I type this story is not tell u that I dream about u, but would I like to share wif u wat I dream.... although it's juz a dream but the scene is really real...

Well, It starts I walk pass ur class during some art subject period( since when science stream got art period?)... u were doing the some art thing and I wonder since when u gt take art subject?? O nvm, i then went to ur class to do something and u were ask by the teacher to present ur drawing in the front of ur class....

After ur art's period, both me and u walk together to take something( if i'm not mistaken, is to take ur beg), we talk a lot and laugh together during our walk... I felt so happy and sweat.... but until u get ur beg, and I wan to continue our conversation wif u... i woke up from my sleep... I was really sad that I can finish this dream.... haiz....

Well, all I wan to say in this part is will this dream will come true??? Can I rili be wif u and walk together?? I wonder.....

Daniel the dreamer

Exams~~~

Arthas, My son lyrics... (Re-post)

Dues Ex: Human Revolution - Nice Game.... Deep and rich Storyline

Fast Five - Nice movie watch

4-10-2011

Day 1 of test - morale broken.. what next?!

Mid term test!!

Happy blessed birthday to my beloved mom...

A true Uni life....

Raya - raya day one

Subjects in Foundation In IT/Multimedia at Swinburne Sarawak

What shall I do??? How shall I start??? Will it worth??

Day 5 and 6 in Swinburne

Day 3 and 4 in Swinburne...

Day 3 in Swinburne - Cultural Tour

Day 2 in Swinburne....

Day 6 in Kuching / Day 1 in Swinburne..

Day 5 in Kuching....

Day 4 in Kuching

Day 3 in Kuching.....

Day 2 in Kuching.....

Day 1 in Kuching

Soon......

one more week or less..... GREAT~~~

What I Thought I Knew About Assassin’s Creed Revelations Was Partially Wrong - Stephen Totilo

To the company I once loyal to my bone ( part 1 )

Which should I choose?

Funny People... Dun know really what they wan??

I wan u, I love u, pls come to me life....

Answer....

My love life... (part 7)

Starcraft 2: Heart of the Swarm... O.... Another game that can't wait...

Are Catholics 'Antichrist'?

Assassin's Creed: Revelation details

Assassin's Creed: Revelation?

Assassin's Creed: brotherhood -Finally done

Dream or an Answer??

Tidal waves by Owl Cities and literal meaning by william0

My love life... (part 6)

Portal 2 Review

My love life... (part 5)

Gonna busy in this weekend...

I realised......

My love life... (part 4)

My love life... (part 3)

My love life... (part 2)

My love life... (part 1)

to all LC or Hypocrites peeple

DanKCl's future life

Dear Vienna lyrics and meaning

From my point of View... I'm a Epic Failure in all kind of things... Such a loser....

The Results... Finally!!!

Less than 3 hours....

What's ur opinion??

1 more days.... How's it gonna like???

Artist Form Music Album represent my current feeling..

Fireflies lyrics by Owl Cities and meaning by richtermic

If My Heart Was a House lyrics by Owl City and meaning by oceaneye...

Human Nature??

Call of duty: Modern Warfare 3??

Valentine's Day........ - Alone

lately me......

Trip to Bundu Tuhan

Legend of the fist: The Return of Chen Zhen

The Other Wise Man ?

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Arthas, my son lyrics and it's meaning....

Broken hearted

Interesting Facts

I just heard from radio today - "If there's no dust in the world, we can't enjoy the view of Sunrise and sunset... And also there will be no rain at all...." So, don't say hope there is no dust in the world....

To all Form 5 students.....

The Pacific - nice and interesting mini-series

One of the causes of the Reformation was the selling of indulgences. Does the Catholic Church still sell them?

When did the term "Roman Catholic Church" first come into being?

Medal Of Honor.... Done.... ^^

FAILURE!!!!!!!! T.T

Happy Birthday, Daniel!!!!!

troubled.....

Iridescent Lyrics by Linkin Park.... greatly remind me...

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